Antonella (on the "American Idol" producers): The producers... the whole time, Nigel tried to keep me focused on the competition and told me to ignore the other stuff because it's irrelevant and that's not what I'm about. I'm about singing for the show and all that other stuff was irrelevant, looking back on it, I'm very thankful for the opportunity I've been given. And I know that because I've been in the public eye, all this embarrassment has come with it. In retrospect, I still think it was worth it because I'd still like to move forward in a career in music. Keeping the photos not part of it.