Colin: I still think I'm Peter Pan. I still don't want to grow up, so I'd never say anything is for good, but I have a newfound appreciation for life. Not that I was suicidal, but I never had that much of a will to live a long life, although there were plenty of reasons: my two sisters, my brother, my mother, my friends, my work. I had just decided not to look at them. But now, through the birth and existence of my son, I want to be alive for a long time and watch him grow up, be his best friend and his father, and hang around with him. He is the greatest priority in my life.