Emma: (On her inability to put her feet up) Part of my personality that's very forceful is the moral part. I'm trying to train myself to be less driven by a kind of moral imperative. I have a great and strange ambition that I'd really love to be one of those ladies who could lie on the sofa watching television and eating chocolates in furry slippers with those little pompoms on. But it's just not something I think I'll ever be able to do because I just can't relax to that degree. If I have got an hour to myself I think, 'OK, I'll clean out the medicine cupboard'. I think a little bit of frivolity would be very good for me.