Kate: (on refusing to do the baby task while in "Big Brother") The baby shock for me was something I had to do at the time, I wanted to stand up for myself and say 'I was not prepared to do what they wanted'. It just brought back old memories and I had to deal with it. The father of the child I lost lives in Berlin and is a media personality there. We had a very strong connection and commuted backwards and forwards for our relationship that ended a while ago. But we remain friends.