Kate: (looking back on her "Big Brother" experience) I wish I could change the entire first week because it was really awful and I acted in such a terrible way which was a really awful experience while I was living it and it was even more awful to watch it. It's terrible watching yourself looking so ugly and looking so angry and upset. I didn't like what I saw one bit and so I'd try to change that. Realistically I would probably just go in there and be sweet and nice and stay out of everybody's way. I think that's the way you win this game.