Kristen : No, not at all. It's not because I don't like looking at myself. I have a memory of how it went, and if I watch it and it's different, I feel like it will traumatize me. Watching film is different than SNL. I don't watch SNL because it's an ongoing job for me, and I don't want to see what other people see. Movies are easier, because it's done and I can't go back and change it.