Rebecca: (asked if she is always as hyper and emotional as she appeared in "Big Brother") I'm very manic in some ways. I live my life with my heart on my sleeve and I choose to do so because I feel things a lot more than other people who guard themselves. I let my guard down. I experience people to their full extent, I experience situations to their full extent — the highs and lows. You appreciate the good when you get really, really bad. It's a weird way to live, but there was more happiness than sadness in the house, but I don't think you guys got see most of the happy times. There were a lot of happy times.