Reading through some of these posts, i have a question. I watched a 2 part tv mini series back in early mid 90's. Cant remember if it was abc or hbo and such.
The story line was about a guy getting ahead in the tv business to find out the true meaning. They tell ppl to live and once you are in the company you cant leave. He gets his gf pregnant to which the rules are no kids.The thing that i remember most is taht they erased her mind partially cause when he goes on tv saying the truth he blows his brains out. His son see's it laster when hes 8 or 9 to show his friend and all the mother can do was enjoy jazz cause that all taht she can remember about him.
I saw this movie when i was like 13 or 14 and i have never knwon what its called. I would ahve to see it again if i can get my hands on it but if someone can help let me know.