Rex: If you're watching this, I'm guessing you're pretty messed up about what happened. But there's something I really need to tell you... which as it turns out, I've... had a lot of time to think about. I know things haven't been so easy between us recently... that I haven't been... communicating. I think it's maybe because I was afraid of what I might say because of how angry I was... about losing Mom. Mom was... she was really what held all of us together. Without her, I didn't know what to do. And I think you kind of felt the same way, too. But I want you to know-and this is really important-I don't blame you for what happened, for her being gone. So please don't blame yourself.