Sorry, but this episode for me marks yet another Kelly being "Holier than thou" installment.
She starts off by pretending she doesn't want anyone to care about her birthday and then freak when she can't find a shoe. After she passes out in the bathroom and taken to the hospital I felt for her - until Brenda enters her room.
When she makes the comment "looks like I'm gonna live so you can't have Dylan back" to Brenda (tho I am not sure she said that exactly) I wanted to slap her.
This episode along with many others shows the true person Kelly Taylor is. She was afraid Dylan wasn't attracted to her and started taking pills to make herself more desirable and then lashes out at him for worrying about her. Not to mention she is completely awful to Brenda even though Bren shows her complete compassion in the hospital. I don't blame Brenda for asking Kelly if she was trying to punish herself for taking Dylan - yet all Kelly can think of is one-upping Brenda - hence the "Looks like I'm gonna live" comment. If we already didn't know Kelly was one of the most selfish characters on the show - this ep definitely sheds some light.