This is one of the series best episodes. the acting, the writing. it was perfect. SMG did an awesome job. also all the other actors gave their best. the best of the episode is that it has two sides. one of them is where everything is in Buffy's mind.
10
"Perfect"
Normal Again
wauw. if there is a perfect episode than this is it. the best written episode of the entire show. its not my favorite but it's definitely the best made. amazingly acted. very well written and done. it's one of the shows best. and what makes it so good is that both worlds can be possible. it leaves you with a shock behind. it's such an amazing episode that didn't get the fame it deserved.
cut to Buffy finding the geeks and they see her on the monitors and Andrew sends a demon after her and it sticks some sort of needle in her and she suddenly is in a crazy home and some guys stuck a needle in her.
the credits start
cut to Buffy in the normal place again and it’s weird and she goes away. cut to Willow going to find Tara and when she's going over she sees her kissing another girl and gets upset and walks away and Tara sees her. cut to Buffy and her boss calls her and she's again in that hospital and then back. cut to Buffy going to Willow and she tells about Tara and that she would have get to mad if she stayed and Buffy says they were just friends cause once you fall for Willow you stay fallen. then someone enters the house. it's Xander and he asks if Anya is there. they say that he left a while ago and he's very worried and wants her in his life. he says he's a better person with her and that he screw it up.
cut to Buffy going to the cemetery and Spike is there and she tells him about the wedding and he didn’t expect it. Xander and Willow tag along and Xander has a fight with Spike and Buffy goes back to that place. a man says she’s in a mental institution for six years now and that non of the other things are real. then she has visitors. it's her mom and dad. but she's very confused and they ask her to stay but she goes back and her friends take her home. She tells them there about what she's been having and that it looked really real and they wanna find but what it is. cut to Buffy there again. the doctor is explaining things and that she could get better. her world is falling apart. all the friends she made up are making mistakes. and her big enemies are some geeks. it's not as comforting as it used to be.
cut to the geeks. Jonathan sees that Andrew and Warren are gaining up and he feels left out. cut to Buffy looking at some pictures of when she was little. Willow comes to her and she found the demon. Buffy feels lost. she says she's been detached from things a long time before and that she was once in a clinic when she saw her first vampires and that after a couple of weeks they let her go but what if she never went away and what if she's still there. Willow says she's not and that Xander and Spike are haunting for the antidote. cut to Xander and Spike haunting it but they have a fight but the demon attacks them and they fight together and Xander puts it to sleep and Spike brakes its neck. cut to Dawn going to Buffy and she tells Dawn to do better and then she sees Joyce who tells her that she doesn’t have a sister and that she made her up and she tells Buffy to say it and she does and Buffy wants to touch her but goes back and Dawn heard it and she's sad cause she doesn't exist in her ideal reality.
cut to the guys taking the demon into the house and they put it and Willow brakes his needle and will make antidote for Buffy. cut to Willow bringing it to Buffy and Buffy is thankful for her. then comes Spike and she doesn't want him near and he says that if she doesn’t tell anyone he will and leaves and that makes Buffy worse and she throws the antidote away. cut to Buffy in the clinic and she says she wanna be healthy again and asks what she has to do. they tell her that she has to get rid of her friend and that they were the ones who pulled her back last time. cut to Buffy and Willow and she wants Buffy to feel better again and she still has the demon in the basement. she goes with Buffy. then comes Xander in the house. he sees Buffy in the kitchen and she says she's better and then she grabs a pan and hits him on the head and then she knocks him down and throws him in the basement next to Willow.
cut to Buffy going to Dawn and she noticed she's acting weird and wanted to go over to Janice. Buffy starts to go after her and Dawn runs away and says she's hallucinating and that she's real and that she loves her and needs her but Buffy says she's a trap in her mind and that a girl who fights vampires and screws one she hates is ridiculous. then she grabbed Dawn and throws her with the other whole bunch. cut to the institution and they tell her to take her time. she goes back and she makes the demon loose but it's to hard for her to watch. cut to Tara coming in the house and she sees what's happening and she unties everyone but Buffy grabs her legs and makes her trip. Buffy cant stand it seeing all her friends getting hurt.
cut to the institution. Joyce tells her to be strong and believe in herself. she has many people who believe and love her and Buffy looks at her and says she's right and thanks. and then goodbye. (teary) cut to Buffy back and now she's gonna save her friends. she fights the demon and she kills it. she says she needs the antidote and they tell her that everything is going to be okay. cut to the institution and the man can't find reaction and he says they lost her.
Black Out
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Best episode quotes:
Willow: Hi, um, Tara, how are you? W-well, I-I was wondering, maybe, you would wanna go out sometime? For coffee ... food ... kisses and gay love? Hi Tara. Guess what? Magic-free now for, insert number, days now.
Female Doctor: Come on, it's time for your drugs.
Buffy: What?
Lorraine: I said, if I didn't know any better, I'd think you were on drugs.
Buffy: Okay. Good.
Willow: I'm online, checking to see if Xander emailed.
Buffy: Any luck?
Willow: No such.
Buffy: Well, maybe Anya found him and they're trying to work it out. How come you're all, home, hearth, and DSL anyway? I thought you were gonna go see Tara.
Willow: Saw her. Saw her completely.
Buffy: Ouch. Just got a scratch from all that brittle.
Willow: It's... when I was seeing her, she was seeing someone else. A girl.
Buffy: You mean-
Willow: I mean ... not "seeing" seeing. Well, maybe. I don't know, it was inconclusive, and I didn't stick around to find out. Might have magicked my fist through a wall or something,
Buffy: Will, I'm sorry.
Willow: I mean, they're probably just friends. I press my lips against my friends' all the time.
Buffy: I'm sure they're just friends. Once you fall for Willow, you stay fallen.
Willow: Thanks, Buffy.
Xander: Hi.
Willow: Xander?
Xander: I'm back.
Buffy: Xander?
Willow: Xander, you're here! We missed you, where were you?
Xander: I know, I tried calling, but I couldn't without...
Buffy: Hey. You don't need to explain to us.
Xander: Right. Is she here?
Willow: Oh ... n-no, you ... wanna find her?
Xander: I need to. Her suitcase is gone and some of her stuff. There's a Closed sign on the Magic Box, which, like, chills me to the bone.
Willow: She left a couple days ago.
Xander: Was she looking for me? Before she left, did she say anything?
Willow: You mean, between sobs? There was mostly just wheezing.
Buffy: She was a little ... she was ... kinda broken.
Xander: I don't know how stuff got so mixed up! I blew it.
Buffy: No. Well ... maybe it wasn't the best time to break up with her, but...
Xander: No. It wasn't about breaking up. I love her, and god, I miss her so much.
Willow: So, you left her at the altar, but you still wanna-
Buffy: You still wanna date?
Xander: I guess. I know that I'm a better person with her in my life. But things got so complicated with the wedding, and with my family, and with her ... demons, and ... what if it all goes to hell, a-and forever? But then I left ... and ever since ... I've had this painful hole inside. And I'm the idiot that dug it out. I screwed up real bad.
Buffy: Hey. We all screw up.
Spike: You lookin' for me?
Buffy: Really not.
Spike: Oh. Right then. Off you go. Did you cry?
Buffy: What?
Spike: The wedding. Two hearts joined for eternity, great pelting showers of rice and so forth.
Buffy: You didn't hear.
Spike: What? Families get out of hand? Tear the place apart?
Buffy: No. Well, yes, absolutely. But ... Xander left. The wedding didn't happen.
Spike: Well. Gotta say ... I didn't see that coming.
Buffy: It was awful. Anya was devastated.
Spike: Is that right.
Buffy: And, Xander ... thinks maybe they can still get back together, but ... he hurt her a lot.
Spike: Yeah, well ... some people can't see a good thing when they've got it.
Buffy: What is this?
Doctor: Do you know where you are, Buffy?
Buffy: Sunnydale.
Doctor: No, none of that's real, none of it. You're in a mental institution. You've been with us now for six years. Do you remember?
Doctor: -possibilities for a full recovery, but we have to proceed cautiously. If we're not careful--
Joyce: Wait. Are you saying that Buffy could be like she was before any of this happened?
Doctor: Mrs. Summers, you have to understand the severity of what's happened to your daughter. For the last six years, she's been in an undifferentiated type of schizophrenia.
Hank: We know what her condition is. That's not what we're asking.
Doctor: Buffy's delusions are multi-layered. She believes she's some type of hero.
Joyce: The Slayer.
Doctor: The Slayer, right, but that's only one level. She's also created an intricate latticework to support her primary delusion. In her mind, she's the central figure in a fantastic world beyond imagination. She's surrounded herself with friends, most with their own superpowers ... who are as real to her as you or me. More so, unfortunately. Together they face ... grand overblown conflicts against an assortment of monsters both imaginary and rooted in actual myth. Every time we think we're getting through to her, more fanciful enemies magically appear-
Buffy: How did I miss-
Doctor: and she's-
Buffy: Warren and Jonathan, they did this to me!
Doctor: Buffy, it's all right. They can't hurt you here. You're with your family.
Buffy: Dawn?
Hank: That's the sister, right?
Doctor: A magical key. Buffy inserted Dawn into her delusion, actually rewriting the entire history of it to accommodate a need for a familial bond. Buffy, but that created inconsistencies, didn't it? Your sister, your friends, all of those people you created in Sunnydale, they aren't as comforting as they once were. Are they? They're coming apart.
Joyce: Buffy, listen to what the doctor's saying, it's important.
Doctor: Buffy, you used to create these grand villains to battle against, and now what is it? Just ordinary students you went to high school with. No gods or monsters ... just three pathetic little men ... who like playing with toys.
Willow: Look, Buffy, I found the demon. Fits your description and symptoms perfectly. Look, is this it? See, it's gonna be okay. Its pokey stinger carries an antidote to its own poison.
Buffy: I feel so lost.
Willow: I know. You're confused. It's, it's that crazy juice inside you.
Buffy: It's more than that. Even before the demon ... I've been so detached.
Willow: We've ... all been kind of slumming.
Buffy: Every day I try to ... snap out of it. Figure out why I'm like that.
Willow: Buffy, look at me. You are not in an institution. You have never been in an institution.
Buffy: Yes, I have.
Willow: What?
Buffy: Back when I saw my first vampires... I got so scared. I told my parents ... and they completely freaked out. They thought there was something seriously wrong with me. So they sent me to a clinic.
Willow: You never said anything.
Buffy: I was only there a couple of weeks. I stopped talking about it, and they let me go. Eventually ... my parents just ... forgot.
Willow: God. That's horrible.
Buffy: What if I'm still there? What if I never left that clinic?
Willow: Buffy ... Buffy, you're not. I'm ... so sorry you had to go through that. But, i-it's the past. You've got to trust me. We're gonna get you that antidote. Xander's hunting the demon right now.
Buffy: Alone? Will, he can't. It's too strong.
Willow: Oh, it's okay. We got help.
Dawn: I made you some tea.
Buffy: Thanks. I'm okay, Dawn.
Dawn: The, uh, thousand-yard stare really helps sell that. You're burning up.
Buffy: I should be taller than you.
Dawn: Maybe you're not done growing.
Buffy: Coming apart.
Dawn: What's coming apart?
Buffy: We have to try harder, make things better.
Dawn: I'm trying.
Buffy: Your grades ... stealing. Willow's been doing your chores, hasn't she?
Dawn: What? No, i-it's ... it's the fever. It's cooking your brain.
Buffy: We have to deal with these things, Dawn, we-
Joyce: You don't have a sister, Buffy.
Buffy: Dawn?
Joyce: No, honey. Say it. It'll help you believe it.
Buffy: I ... don't ... have a sister. I know I, I didn't grow up with her. These monks, they-they made her.
Hank: It's your mind, just playing tricks on you.
Joyce: You're our little girl, Buffy. Our one and only. We've missed you so much. Mom and Dad just want to take you home and take care of you.
Dawn: I'm not even there, am I?
Buffy: What?
Dawn: You said it a second ago. You don't have a sister. It's your ideal reality, and I'm not even a part of it.
Buffy: Dawn, I ... I didn't mean-
Dawn: I have to go finish my chores.
Willow: Buffy? Wake up. Got yummy antidote goodness for you.
Buffy: What happened?
Willow: It took a little longer than I'd hoped. No magic and all. Went boom twice, but then I got it. Just ... when it's cool, drink it all down, and ... everything should go back to normal.
Buffy: You never stop coming through. Thank you, Willow.
Spike: How is she?
Willow: Make sure she drinks all that. I'm gonna let Dawn know that everything's gonna be okay.
Spike: You all right?
Buffy: You need to leave me alone. You're not part of my life.
Spike: Fine, then. You know, but I hope you don't think this an- I hope you don't think this antidote's gonna rid you of that nasty martyrdom. See, I figured it out, luv. You can't help yourself. You're not drawn to the dark like I thought. You're addicted to the misery. It's why you won't tell your pals about us. Might actually have to be happy if you did. They'd either understand and help you, god forbid ... or drive you out ... where you can finally be at peace, in the dark. With me. Either way, you'd be better off for it, but you're too twisted for that. Let yourself live, already. And stop with the bloody hero trip for a sec. We'd all be the better for it. You either tell your friends about us ... or I will.
Buffy: Oh ... please, help me. I-I wanna go home, with you and dad.
Joyce: I know, Buffy. But first you've gotta get better.
Doctor: It's not gonna be easy, Buffy. You have to take it one step at a time. You have to start ridding your mind of those things that support your hallucinations. You understand? There are things in that world that you cling to. For your delusion, they're safe-holds, but for your mind they're traps. We have to break those down.
Buffy: Slaying?
Doctor: Yes ... but I'm talking about those things you want there. What keeps you going back.
Buffy: My friends.
Doctor: That's right. Last summer, when you had a momentary awakening, it was them that pulled you back in.
Joyce: They're not really your friends, Buffy. They're just ... tricks keeping you from getting healthy.
Doctor: You have to do whatever it takes to convince yourself of that, Buffy. Whatever it takes.
Buffy: Dawn?
Dawn: Don't you knock?
Buffy: I called for you.
Dawn: Buffy, are you okay?
Buffy: Where are you going?
Dawn: I'm going over to Janice's, where they actually like having me around.
Buffy: You're not going anywhere.
Dawn: Why not? You want me gone anyway. What do you care?
Buffy: I care. You're going downstairs with the others. It's the only way I can get healthy.
Dawn: What are you talking about?
Buffy: Buffy, you look sick. What are you doing? What's wrong with you?
Dawn: Stay away from me! Willow, help! Buffy, please!
Buffy: You can't hide, Dawn.
Dawn: Talk to me. You're hallucinating.
Buffy: I know. You're just a trap for my mind.
Dawn: Buffy, please, listen to me. That asylum and those people, they're not real! Buffy ... look at me. I'm right here. You're my sister. I need you and love you. Somewhere inside you must know that's real.
Buffy: Sure it is. 'Cause what's more real? A sick girl in an institution...
Dawn: Don't. Please. Listen to me.
Buffy: Or some kind of supergirl ... chosen to ... fight demons and... save the world. That's ridiculous. A girl who sleeps with the vampire she hates?! Yeah, that makes sense.
Buffy: I don't know...
Joyce: Buffy, look at me.
Buffy: I don't know. I don't know.
Joyce: I believe in you. You're a survivor, you can do this.
Buffy: Xander. No. Willow!
Joyce: Buffy? Buffy! Buffy, fight it. You're too good to give in, you can beat this thing. Be strong, baby, ok? I know you're afraid. I know the world feels like a hard place sometimes, but you've got people who love you. Your dad and I, we have all the faith in the world in you. We'll always be with you. You've got ... a world of strength in your heart. I know you do. You just have to find it again. Believe in yourself.
Buffy: You're right. Thank you. Good-bye.
Doctor: I'm sorry, there's no reaction at all. I'm afraid we lost her.
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Story: 10
Acting: 10
Writing: 10
Picture: 10
Gripping: 10
My Rank: 10
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Total: 10