This one is really well written and plotted. some may find it unecessary but I don't. and It was really cool to be into Buffy's mind. only downside was the Glory/Ben fight.
9.5
"Superb"
The Weight Of The World
This episode is underrated and for sure necessary. it's very well written and directed. those mind scenes of Buffy made this episode really good. what I don't like that much are the Glory/Ben scenes but those weren't bad either. it's a well made episode and it could have been cut out but still has a lot of good information that just needed to be.
cut to Glory's minions talking about what happened. but she is hearing them. she wants to kill but doesn't feel like doing it or hurting anything and she doesn't know why. continue to the place they are and Buffy is all in a chock.
the credits start
cut to Spike trying to wake Buffy up and hits her and then Xander hits him and then a big fight but Will separates them. she's cranky and tells them to stop. she gives them all a thing to do and she will help Buffy. then Spike says what to do about Ben but no-one remembers. he tells them what's what but they still don't understand because Glory did some kind of mojo that everybody instantly forgets. cut to Glory with Dawn, she sends some guys away and tries to make Dawn feel better but then she realise she isn't supposed to. why is she feeling guilty? she thinks Dawn has something to do with it and she says that she doesn't care how Dawn makes her feel because Dawn will bleed tomorrow.
cut to Willow saying goodbye to Tara. Anya is staying to take care of Tara. then Willow goes into Buffy's mind. she arrives to a place and Buffy is playing with her dolls. cut to Spike going into Glory's apartment. he goes into a place and finds where Ben stayed. cut to Buffy's mind. Willow sees the moment where Joyce and Hank come home with baby Dawn and give it to little Buffy. she wants to take care of Dawn. then Willow sees Buffy putting some book back and realising something. cut to Spike and Xander walking out and Xander forgot about Ben and Glory and that pisses Spike off.
cut to Glory, she is feeling everything Ben does and has is memories. and Dawn also remembers than Ben is Glory. and that's not supposed to happen. Glory's minions can't take it out either because that's how she has to pay. she wants to kill Dawn now. cut to Willow in Buffy's mind. to the place with the first slayer and Buffy. she hears about death is Buffy's gift. then she is in that place again where Buffy puts a book in a bookcase. then she follows Buffy to a room. cut back to Glory with Dawn. she hates the human emotions and doesn't understand how some other people do. She asks Dawn to name one person who does really like emotions.
cut to Willow following Buffy to a place where Joyce is buried. Buffy says that death is her gift. not that complicated. she goes to Dawn's room and puts a pillow on her face. cut to Glory changing into Ben. he is mad at Glory. Dawn asks him to help her. cut to Willow with Buffy young again. this already happened. again she also sees Buffy putting a book in the bookcase. Spike and Xander go over to the Doc. and he acts all innocent and Spike knows he has what they need but the guy tries to burn it but Xander puts a sword in him and Spike grabs the thing. but the Doc is still alive.
cut to Ben escaping with Dawn but he keeps changing into Glory. Ben says that he will kill Dawn and then Glory will fade away but she doesn't believe him. she says she has a better idea. if they go back to the world she gives him immortality and he won't feel a thing. then he changes his mind and grabs Dawn to take her out and he is sorry but it's her or him. cut to Willow again with Buffy. she explains her. that when she put that book back it hit her. she can't beat Glory. somewhere she wanted it over. she killed her sister. it's just too much for her. Willow says that Dawn isn't dead yet. if she doesn't come out of it. then she killed her sister. then she comes out of it. cut to the magic shop. Buffy comes back and is ready. Giles says that when Dawn started to bleed. the only way to make it stop is by killing Dawn.
black out
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Best episode quotes:
Spike: She can't just be brain-dead. I mean ... she's still Buffy, somewhere in there, right?
Xander: Spike, come on, we're not gonna get Dawn back by sittin' around here.
Spike: You're not gonna get Dawn back any way you slice it, Harris, it's for Buffy to decide.
Xander: Good, panic. That oughta help.
Willow: We should move her. U-unless we shouldn't. Should we?
Anya: Couldn't that make it worse? I think I read that somewhere.
Xander: I am so large with not knowing.
Giles: It's impossible to know for sure. Losing Dawn, after all that Buffy's been through ... I think it's pushed her too far into some sort of catatonia.
Spike: You don't need a diploma to see that. Snap her out of it.
Spike: Now, uh, don't turn me into a horned toad for asking, but ... what if we come across Ben?
Willow: I-I don't think a doctor's what Buffy needs right now.
Spike: Well, yeah, especially not one who also happens to be Glory.
Giles: What do you mean?
Spike: You know. Ben is Glory.
Willow: You mean ... Ben's with Glory?
Xander: With in what sense?
Anya: They're working together?
Spike: No. No. Ben is Glory. Glory's Ben. They're one and the same.
Anya: When did all this happen?
Spike: Not one hour ago! Right here, before your very eyes! Ben came, he turned into Glory, snatched the kid, and pfft! Vanished, remember? You do remember...? Is everyone here very stoned? Ben! Glory! He's a doctor, she's the beast. Two entirely separate entities sharing one body. Like a bloody sitcom. Surely you remember.
Xander: So you're saying ... Ben and Glory...
Anya: Have a connection.
Giles: Yes, obviously, but what kind?
Spike: Oh, I get it. That's very crafty. Glory's worked the kind of mojo where anyone who sees her little presto-change-o instantly forgets. And yours truly, being somewhat other than human ... stands immune.
Willow: So ... Ben and Glory ... are-are the same person?
Xander: Glory can turn into Ben, and Ben turns back into Glory.
Anya: And anyone who sees it instantly forgets.
Spike: Kewpie doll for the lady.
Giles: Excellent. Now. Do we suspect there may be some kind of connection between Ben and Glory?
Glory: You okay?
Dawn: I wanna go home.
Glory: Sweetie ... ohh... You're about to. Not that fake suburban nightmare the monks cooked up for you. I mean your real home. As the key! You fit the lock. Well, it's like a lock. Hey! You want a pizza?
Dawn: No.
Glory: Pillow? I don't know if this thing gets cable. Doubtful.
Dawn: Please. Stop.
Glory: You nervous?
Dawn: Yes.
Glory: I know how you feel. It is your last night. As, you know ... a human. This body ... it's just a rental, Dawnie. Being human? It's like a costume for girls like you and me. Being something else, that's what we are.
Dawn: Don't.
Glory: What?
Dawn: Don't call me Dawnie.
Glory: Huh. Wow. You know, that actually hurt my feelings.
Dawn: I'm sorry.
Glory: Not the point. I'm just thinking, here I am trying to make you feel better, when comforting others ... not part of my life. And I'm doing it, so I can stop ... feeling so ... um ... Help me out.
Dawn: Guilty?
Glory: Guilty. That's it! But I'm not supposed to feel guilty. I'm not supposed to feel anything. I'm, I'm ... I'm a god. I'm above it. I'm ... you. You did this to me, didn't you? Some sort of spell, you've been hanging with the wicca, you could've- But no. It's not magic. It's something else. Still, it is you doing this.
Dawn: I ... I'm not doing anything. I swear.
Glory: We'll see. Anoint this thing now! Know what they're all chanting for out there, Dawnie? Blood. 'Cause we found out your blood is the key to the key! All I gotta do is bleed you dry, the portal opens up, and I can go home! So knock yourself out, girlfriend. Make me feel bad as you can. 'Cause tomorrow ... you bleed, little girl.
Kid Buffy: What are you doing here?
Willow: Actually, I'm, uh...looking for you.
Kid Buffy: Do you like dolls?
Willow: Buffy ... what are you doing here?
Kid Buffy: I like it here.
Willow: But ... You know we need you. You have to come out.
Kid Buffy: Why?
Willow: To be with your friends.
Kid Buffy: It's a big day for me.
Joyce: Hello!
Kid Buffy: Mommy, Daddy! You're back! You're back!
Joyce: Hello, Buffy.
Hank: How's my girl?
Joyce: Are you ready to meet your new baby sister?
Hank: Oh, come on now, Buffy. She's nothing to be afraid of.
Kid Buffy: Who's afraid?
Joyce: Don't you want to be the big sister?
Kid Buffy: No, I want to be the baby.
Hank: Buffy.
Kid Buffy: You're gonna pay more attention to her and forget all about me!
Joyce: Ohh...
Kid Buffy: Doesn't she look funny? Like a wrinkly old grandpa.
Joyce: Like this ... okay, support the head ... there you go! We're calling her Dawn.
Willow: Dawn.
Kid Buffy: I ... I could be the one to look after her sometimes ... if you need a helper. Mom? Can I take care of her?
Joyce: Yes, Buffy, you can take care of her.
Glory: How do they do it?
Dawn: Do what?
Glory: People! How do they function here like this in the world with all this bile running through them? Every day it's whoo-oo You have no control. They're not even animals, they're just these meatbaggy slaves to, to hormones and pheromones and their, and their feelings. Hate 'em!
Glory: I mean really. Is this what the poets go on about, this? Call me crazy, but as hard-core drugs go, human emotion is just useless! People are puppets! Everyone getting jerked around by what they're feelin'. Am I wrong? Really, I want to know. Gonna bleed you either way.
Dawn: Depends on the person.
Glory: So you're saying some people like this.
Dawn: Some.
Glory: Funny. 'Cause I look around at this world you're so eager to be a part of ... and all I see is six billion lunatics looking for the fastest ride out. Who's not crazy? Look around. Everyone's drinking, smoking, shooting up ... shooting each other, or just plain screwing their brains out 'cause they don't want 'em anymore. I'm crazy? Honey, I'm the original one-eyed chicklet in the kingdom of the blind. 'Cause at least I admit the world makes me nuts. Name one person who can take it here. That's all I'm asking. Name one.
Dawn: Buffy.
Willow: I'm sorry.
Buffy: Don't be. Death is my gift.
Willow: Yeah, I keep hearing that, but... I'm not exactly sure what it means.
Buffy: It's really not that complicated.
Willow: Not for you maybe.
Buffy: It's what I do. I mean, come on, you've known me ... for how long? It's what I'm here for. It's all I am.
Willow: Buffy, stop! No! God, no!
Buffy: What? I keep telling you, Will. I-I figured it out. Death is my gift.
Ben: Where is it?
Dawn: W-where's what?
Ben: All the blood. I can feel it ... still warm and ... wet. Glory. Oh, god. She slaughtered hundreds of men. But I can feel them ... breaking.
Dawn: Ben, something is happening to both you and Glory.
Ben: I'm remembering her, aren't I? The things she's done ... things she's going to do.
Dawn: I know. She told me. I think ... whatever the magic is that keeps you guys apart, it's starting to break down. Ben, Glory could come back any minute.
Ben: How could she do this?
Dawn: I don't know. But we have to get out of her and, and find Buffy-
Ben: No! I mean, I have a job. I have a life! And Glory? She never once thinks about me in all this!
Kid Buffy: Hi, Willow. What are you doing here?
Willow: Actually, I'm, uh ... looking for you. Here. Again.
Kid Buffy: Do you like dolls?
Willow: No ... and I think we already deja'd this vu.
Kid Buffy: You talk funny.
Willow: Yes ... as you'll tell me again when we're older and in chem class. Buffy ... what are we doing here?
Kid Buffy: Don't you like it here?
Doc: What can I do for you boys? Want some cocoa?
Spike: No. We need information. We need-
Xander: Ben's Glory!
Doc: Who's what?
Spike: Look at this. Special Ed remembers.
Xander: Yeah. I do. Ben's Glory and Glory's Ben. It's like this... fog's lifting.
Spike: Wonderful. But not why we're here. Hell-god type. Name of Glory-
Xander: A.K.A. Ben.
Spike: -has gone missing. She's brewing up some major-league bad, and she's nicked the Slayer's kid sister in the bargain.
Doc: Hmm. That girl you brought here. Sweet little thing. How'd things work out with her mom? Changed her mind, didn't she?
Spike: Yeah. You got any idea where Glory would take her?
Doc: Glory ... Glory. Oh! You don't mean Glorificus. Gosh. What do you wanna get mixed up with her for? That's a sure way to get yourselves killed. I hear she's awfully unpleasant. When it comes to hellgods, my best advice ... is get out of the way ... and stay there.
Spike: Love to. Can't.
Doc: Well, uh, other than that ... I'd like to help ... but I-I'm a small-town guy. This Glorificus, if it is her ... whoo, she's big city.
Xander: What do we got?
Spike: Something worth dying for.
Glory: No, no. Little late in the game to start growing a backbone, Benjamin. Now be good and stay quiet. No you don't! Get over yourself, Ben! This is the way things are! I'm strong, you're weak. This is reality. Stop trying to infect me with your...
Ben: Do you ever stop talking? I don't know which is worse, waking up in a dress not knowing where I've been, or having to hear all your self-involved ranting!
Glory: Animal.
Ben: Wrong, Glory. I'm no animal. This is humanity you're feeling. Welcome to the world.
Glory: No, no, no! Stick around, chica.
Ben: I won't let you hurt her, Glory.
Glory: Ooh, shut your hole, you sanctimonious little meatworm. I'm going home no matter what you do.
Ben: You really think I'll just let that happen?
Glory: Benjamin, what are you doing?
Ben: You need her blood? When I'm through there won't be enough left to fill a bottle cap. Then you, hellbitch, have nowhere left-
Glory: -to go. Huh! You can't hurt her and you know it, Ben. I know it 'cause I feel what you're feeling. Scared. Shh! Shh! It's okay! You don't wanna die. Who would? I don't.
Ben: You can't, you're immortal.
Glory: Nobody has to die here, Ben. Just let me bleed the girl and go home. Everything will work out fine.
Ben: Do you really believe with all I know that you can trick me?
Glory: Stop ... and think, baby. We bleed the kid, return me to my seat of power, I become a god again...
Ben: And I disappear.
Glory: Ooh, unless somebody up there likes you. Give up the girl ... I could like you a lot.
Ben: I won't make a deal with you, Glory.
Glory: When exactly did you get stupid? I'm offering immortality here.
Ben: I believe you. That's not the problem. You make me immortal, then what? I'd have to kill her to do it and I won't be able to live with that, not even for a day, forget about eternity!
Glory: Baby, baby, baby Ben. Why do you worry so much? When you're immortal, all this crap you've been carrying around inside ... the guilt, the anger, the crazy-making pain ... Ooh, it all just melts away like ice cream. Trust me. When all this is over I can set you up real nice. I'm making it easy. It's you ... or the girl.
Ben: I can't accept that.
Glory: Accept it. I'm a god, stupid.
Ben: I'm sorry.
Dawn: No!
Ben: Don't make this harder than it already is. I'm sorry, I got no choice. It's you or me.
Willow: No. Buffy! Leave Dawn alone, what is this?
Buffy #2: My gift. This is what I do.
Willow: I'm not talking about this, I'm talking about...this. Right here, it happened. I know it's something small, but... it's something. What?
Buffy #2: Don't go there, Will.
Willow: I'm not! You're the one who keeps dragging me back here! A-and you wouldn't be doing that if you weren't trying to show me something.
Buffy #2: Do I?
Willow: Buffy, come on. I-it's your brain. Just tell me. What happened here?
Buffy #1: This was when I quit, Will.
Willow: You did?
Buffy #2: Just for a second. I remember.
Buffy #1: I was in the magic shop.
Buffy #2: I put a book back for Giles.
Buffy #1: Nothing special about it. And then it hit me.
Willow: What hit you?
Buffy #2: I can't beat Glory.
Buffy #1: Glory's going to win.
Willow: You can't know that.
Buffy #2: I didn't just know it.
Buffy #1: I felt it. Glory will beat me.
Buffy #2: And in that second of knowing it, Will...
Buffy #1: I wanted it to happen.
Willow: Why?
Buffy #1: I wanted it over. This is ... all of this ... it's too much for me.
Buffy #2: I just wanted it over.
Buffy #1: If Glory wins ... then Dawn dies.
Buffy #2: And I would grieve. People would feel sorry for me. But it would be over. And I imagined what a relief it would be. I killed Dawn.
Willow: Is that what you think?
Buffy #2: My thinking it made it happen.
Buffy #1: Some part of me wanted it. And in the moment Glory took Dawn...
Buffy #2: I know I could have done something better. But I didn't. I was off by some fraction of a second.
Buffy #1: And this is why...
Buffy #2: ...I killed my sister.
Willow: I think Spike was right back at the gas station. Snap out of it!
Buffy #1: What?
Buffy #2: What?
Willow: All this ... it has a name. It's called guilt. It's a feeling, and it's important. But it's not more than that, Buffy. Buffys. You've carried the weight of the world on your shoulders since high school. And I, I know you didn't ask for this, but ... you do it every day. And so, you wanted out for one second. So what?
Buffy #2: I got Dawn killed.
Willow: Hello! Your sister, not dead yet! But she will be if you stay locked inside here and never come back to us.
Buffy #2: But what if I can't?
Willow: Then I guess you're right. And you did kill your sister.
Buffy #2: Wait! Where are you going?
Willow: Where you're needed. Are you coming?
Xander: You're okay?
Buffy: Yeah. I'm okay. Hear you found the ritual text.
Giles: Uh, something like that, yes.
Xander: Did you know that ... Ben is Glory?
Buffy: So I'm told. What do we know?
Giles: Um ... well, uh ...according to these scrolls, uh, it's possible for Glory to be stopped. I-I'm afraid it's, um ... well, Buffy, I've read these things very carefully and there's not much ... margin for error. You understand what I'm saying?
Buffy: Might help if you actually said it.
Giles: Um ... Glory ... plans to open a ... dimensional portal ... by way of a ritual bloodletting.
Buffy: Dawn's blood.
Giles: Yes. Once the blood is shed at a certain time and place ... the fabric which separates all realities will ... be ripped apart. Dimensions will ... pour into one another, uh, with no barriers to stop them. Reality as we know it will be destroyed, and ... chaos will reign on earth.
Buffy: So how do we stop it?
Giles: The portal will only close once the blood is stopped ... and the only way for that to happen is, um ... Buffy, the only way is to kill Dawn.
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Story: 10
Acting: 9
Writing: 10
Picture: 10
Gripping: 9
My Rank: 9
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Total: 9.5