This episode is very special and one of my alltime favorites. the magic is supposed to be drugs and they do it in a very good way. Alyson does an amazing job and the scenes where she's high really look real. this is a masterpiece. amazing episode.
10
"Perfect"
Wrecked
This is the most underrated episode ever. I think it's because people don't get it. it's beautiful. totally. Willow's struggles with Magic and I love the way they made drugs into magic. her hurt. she can't stop and Rack gives her more and she summons a demon and brings Dawn into danger. then she realised she's doing wrong and Buffy is mad at her. at the end she tells Buffy she's quitting cause it's only hurting and Buffy also needs to stop with the thing she had for Spike. beautiful and very misunderstood episode.
cut to Tara and Dawn waking up. there's cartoons on the tv but Tara is scared cause nobody woke them up. they go to the rooms and see that there is nobody there. not Buffy nor Willow. cut to Buffy waking up with Spike and she realised what she did with Spike 'oh, oh my god'
the credits start
cut to Buffy wanting to leave but he wants her to stay and he's stuck. he tries to seduce her and they kiss again but she pulls him back. she says he was just convenient. and he says that he isn't her whipping boy anymore and he says she just likes vampires but she says she doesn't like him and if he tells anyone she will kill him and then he tries to touch her but she hits him and goes away. cut to the kitchen and then Willow and Amy come back. Tara begins to act shy again but Willow says Amy was the rat. Amy said everything that she did with Willow and what Willow did and Tara goes away upset ignoring Willow. then Buffy comes back home. she was bettering all night she says and then she's tired. Willow didn't know that Buffy wasn't coming home. they need some sleep and Amy goes to her father and they leave Dawn all alone.
cut to Willow going to her room and she tries to close the curtains but can't so she walks and close it herself and then goes to sleep. cut to the magic shop and they can't find anything so Anya is planning the wedding. then comes Buffy and she sees it. they are worried about Willow as well cause now she's hanging out with a witch that does the same stuff but they say it's not her fault and she has reasons and people learn from their mistakes. cut to Amy and Willow walking. Willow says she lost her magic but Amy tells her to go to a warlock who will give her a lot of magic that won't stop and it will take her to lots of places. Willow asks if it's dangerous and Amy asks if that would stop her.
cut to Amy and Willow going to a weird place and they enter. there goes the sorcerer Rack out and he says Willow and Amy are next. they go inside and he says that Willow has to give a little to take a little and he touches her and then he says she taste like strawberries and then she's starts to get high. cut to Rock playing with them. Willow's on the roof and she sees everything like she's high and the a monster and she falls on the ground and goes a lot of places and ends up home and then she takes a shower and she's hurt. cut to Willow in her bedroom and she makes a person out of clothes to comfort herself.
cut to Willow going to Dawn and she wants to go and watch a movie and Dawn made something gross and she wants to go with Willow and they’re also going to eat. cut to Buffy getting home and she hears something and goes upstairs and finds Amy. she's stealing some magic stuff and Buffy tells her to put it back and asks about Willow and she says that Willow is at Rack's and she’s worse than her. it's i a place that moves downtown. cut to Willow and Dawn walking and going to the movies. Dawn says it was nice with Tara and that she's really hurt and then Willow says she needs to make a quick stop first and they arrive to a place and then they go into it and Dawn asks why it's hidden but Willow says she doesn't know. Dawn doesn't wanna lose the movies and Willow says it doesn't matter if they miss the trailers.
cut to Dawn waiting and other people arrive. cut to Rack and making Willow more addicted. she comes to a place where she's floating and then there comes a monster out with a girl and Willow screams. cut to Buffy waking up Spike and he thinks she wants more but she says she needs to find Willow and Dawn and that they're at a place with a Rack's guy and Spike knows him and only things like him can feel out where that place is and then he stands up naked and she doesn't wanna look. cut to Dawn waiting and then Willow comes out and her eyes are black and she goes with Dawn but it's to late for the movie and Dawn wanna go home but Willow says they're gonna have fun and everything's fine and a demo is right behind them.
cut to Spike and Buffy finding it and Spike says she has to stop asking or else he won't sense it and she thinks he's putting it out but he says he doesn't and she says his charms made her be disgusted with herself. she wants him out but he says she can't cause she needs him like now with searching for Dawn. cut to Dawn and Willow and Dawn really wants to go but then the demon is waiting for them and he says that Willow summoned her and he scratched Dawn's face and Willow says to leave her out of it but he doesn't and Dawn hits him and runs away with Willow. cut to Willow opening a car and she does with Dawn but she's having fun and while Dawn screams they crash into a place.
cut to Dawn getting out the car and the demon attacks her and she screams and Spike and Buffy hear it. it throws Dawn away and she's hurt but Buffy attacks it and it's strong and throws her away and then the demon suddenly starts to burn from inside and then Buffy sees Willow and she's all weird. then Buffy hears Dawn crying and she goes to her. and grabs her and she's gonna go with Spike and then Willow comes and says she's very sorry and Dawn slaps her and they leave her while Willow falls on the ground crying. Spike and Dawn leave but Buffy goes back and makes her stand up. Willow says she can't stop and she needs help and starts to cry on Buffy's shoulders and continuous crying.
cut to home. Buffy joins Willow and says Dawn is sleeping. she doesn't understand how Willow could have done that. Willow says she was out of her mind and did stuff. it started before Tara left and it's why Tara left. before that she was just an ordinary Willow and that's why it made her feel special but if it does stuff like this she has to stop. and she won't miss the nosebleeds and headaches. Buffy is glad Willow is gonna stop and even if it makes her feel better it isn't and Buffy also realised about Spike. cut to Willow trying to sleep and she feels all the magic and problems. then cut to Buffy in her room with garlic.
Black Out
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Best episode quotes:
Buffy: When ... When did the building fall down?
Spike: I don't know. Must have been sometime between the first time and the, uh...
Buffy: Oh. Oh my god
Buffy: Shoe, need my shoe.
Spike: What's the hurry, luv?
Buffy: The hurry is I left Dawn all night. And don't call me love.
Spike: You didn't seem to take issue with that last night. Or with any of the other little nasties we whispered.
Buffy: Can we not? Talk?
Spike: I just don't see why you have to run off so quick. Thought we could-
Buffy: Not gonna happen. Last night was the end of this freak show.
Spike: Don't say that.
Buffy: What did you think was gonna happen? What, we're gonna read the newspaper together, play footsie under the rubble?
Spike: Not exactly what I had in mind.
Buffy: Stop!
Spike: Make me.
Buffy: No! No! No, no, I-I have to-
Spike: Stay. I'm stuck here. Sun's up. I knew. I knew the only thing better than killing a slayer would be f-
Buffy: What?! Is that what this is about? Doing a slayer?
Spike: Well, I wouldn't throw stones, pet. You seem to be quite the groupie yourself.
Buffy: Shut up.
Spike: I'm just sayin' ... vampires get you hot.
Buffy: A vampire got me hot. One. But he's gone. You're just... You're just convenient.
Spike: So, what now? You go back to treating me like dirt till the next time you get an itch you can't scratch?, forget it. Last night changed things. I'm done being your whipping boy.
Buffy: Nothing's changed. It was a mistake.
Spike: Bollocks! It was a bloody revelation. You can act as high and mighty as you like ... but I know where you live now, Slayer. I've tasted it.
Buffy: Get a grip. Like you're god's gift.
Spike: Hardly. Wouldn't be nearly as interesting, would it?
Buffy: No! Let me go!
Spike: I may be dirt ... but you're the one who likes to roll in it, Slayer. You never had it so good as me. Never.
Buffy: Uhh, you're bent.
Spike: Yeah, and it made you scream, didn't it?
Buffy: I swear to god, if you tell anyone about last night, I will kill you.
Spike: Right. You're gonna want these, too.
Willow: Hey.
Tara: Hey. I just ... B-Buffy didn't come home last night ... either, so...
Willow: Uh, hey, uh ... this is Amy. Amy, Tara, Tara, Amy.
Amy: How you doin'?
Tara: Fine, I ... I'd b-better g-get going.
Willow: Amy! Amy the rat? Sorry.
Amy: No, that's fair. I was a rat.
Tara: When...
Amy: Last night. It's nuts, everything's different. I mean ... the Bronze, for one thing. And Willow! She's a freaking amazing witch now. I couldn't even keep up with her last night.
Willow: Amy.
Amy: No, it's true! I mean, I can do some transmography, but she is messing with dimensions and everything, it was awesome! This blowhard dude, first she made his mouth disappear? Thank god. And then- I'm talking too much. Sorry. It's just been ... you know ... me and a bag of pellets for the last few years, so...
Tara: No, it's, it's fine. It's just, um, I, I re-really need to go.
Willow: Tara, uh, you left some stuff upstairs, it's in-
Tara: I'll get them later.
Willow: Tara!
Xander: All these demons are starting to look alike. You got reptiles ... reptiles with horns ... reptiles with gills. And I'm still finding nothing of the 'steal a diamond, freeze a guy' variety. Ahn, would you hand me that one next to you? Great, we're not even married yet and already you've stopped listening to me. Anya!
Anya: I'm sorry, but this is pointless! We've been researching forever, and we're not even close to finding out who robbed that museum.
Buffy: What's up?
Xander: Anya has a theory. She thinks that Martha Stewart froze that guy.
Anya: Don't be ridiculous. Martha Stewart isn't a demon. She's a witch.
Xander: Please, she- Really?
Anya: Of course. Nobody could do that much decoupage without calling on the powers of darkness.
Buffy: Guys, while this is fascinating, we still have work to do.
Anya: I know I do! I can't decide whether to put my bridesmaids in cocktail dresses ... or the traditional burlap with blood larva.
Xander: The traditional what?
Anya: Well, I was a demon for a thousand years, you don't expect me to turn my back on all the ways of my people.
Buffy: Uh, can I weigh in on this whole me wearing larva-
Anya/Xander: No.
Anya: At least I'm not asking you to perform the groom's rite of self-flagellation.
Buffy: Uh, guys! There's something out there?
Xander: There is. And as much as I hate to admit that my ... bizarre bride-to-be has a point ... we're gettin' nowhere here, Buff. Maybe it's time to try something new. You know? Hit the streets, get Spike on it.
Buffy: No! No, no Spike. And no hit the streets, we, we, we stay put, you know? Away from distractions. We'll figure this out.
Anya: What about Willow, can't she do something?
Buffy: Maybe. But she's home sleeping.
Xander: Sleeping? She sick?
Buffy: No, she was out late. With Amy.
Anya: And I'm bizarre. At least I didn't dump you to hang out with an ex-rat.
Buffy: No, it's not like that, you know, she's just ... helping Amy through a transition.
Xander: And making herself a playmate to do magic with. Someone who won't monitor her like Tara.
Buffy: No, Willow's a grownup. You know, maybe she doesn't need to be monitored. You know, she's going through something, but we're not her. I mean ... m-maybe she has reasons for acting this way. And, so what if she crossed a line? You know, we all do stuff. Stupid stuff. But, then we learn. And, and we learn, and, and we don't do it again. Okay, so, you know, who are we to get all judgey?
Xander: Not judgey, Buff. Just, observey.
Anya: Yeah, all we're saying is, she's acting different. You know, she's not herself.
Amy: So what do you wanna do? It's gonna be hard to top last night.
Willow: Yeah, I don't know if I can. I felt awful today, and I couldn't do magic. Took me all day to get my powers back. I think we should just take it easy.
Amy: I have a better idea.
Willow: What?
Amy: I know this guy ... and he knows spells that last for days. And the burnout factor is like, nothing.
Willow: Really? He's a warlock?
Amy: I guess. Look, I am not kidding you. This guy ... will blow your mind. He will take you to places that you can't even imagine.
Willow: Is it dangerous?
Amy: Would that stop you?
Amy: Thanks, Rack, for taking us. (puts her jacket down) I know it's been a while. You'll never believe-
Rack: You were a rat.
Amy: How did you know?
Rack: I hope that taught you not to mess with spells you can't handle. You should leave that in the hands of a professional. Oh. This one's givin' off vibes.
Willow: I don't mean to ... vibe at you, I, if it's in a negative way.
Rack: No, no, I-I mean you ... have power, girl, it's just coming off you in waves.
Willow: Not so much. I mean, I-I can do stuff, but, I get tapped out quick, and I've used practically every spell I know.
Rack: And what do you want me to do about that?
Willow: I-I don't know, I, I thought- (looks back at Amy) Amy said-
Rack: Amy said. Amy said I could help you. But did Amy say how you could help me?
Willow: No, I-I have some money, a-a bit-
Rack: Not money.
Willow: Well, I could help you with your computer, I'm really handy-
Rack: Just relax, I'm not gonna hurt you. You gotta give a little to get a little, right?
Amy: It's okay. It's over fast.
Rack: That's right. I'm just gonna take a little tour. You taste ... like strawberries.
Dawn: Ow, ow! Ow.
Willow: Or you could do it the hard way.
Dawn: Spatulas are for wimps. I'm making peanut-butter-and-banana quesadillas. You want?
Willow: No thanks. I'm, uh, more in water mode.
Dawn: Ow. Ow. Ow. You sure? It's my own brand-new invention.
Willow: I'm sure. No, my ... tummy's feeling kinda rumbly.
Dawn: Your loss. Very delicious. Buffy called. She said she was going straight from the Magic Box to do some patrolling.
Willow: Oh, did she need help?
Dawn: No, she was just calling to check in. For like the tenth time today. I think she's feeling all Joan Crawford 'cause of the other night.
Willow: Yeah, about that, I'm ... I'm really sorry. I shouldn't have assumed Buffy would be here.
Dawn: Right. Assume would make you an ass out of me. Heh, um, or, uh, something. Anyway, please, it's cool. I mean, it's not like I even needed Tara to stay over. I'm so totally fine on my own. But, you are gonna be around tonight, right?
Willow: Right, totally! Uh, we can do something if you want. A movie maybe?
Dawn: Really? But I thought you weren't feeling so good.
Willow: Well ... nothing a little Dawnie time won't fix. If you feel like baggin' the peanut butter, I'll even buy you dinner.
Dawn: Thank god! Remind me never to invent that again. Yecch.
Willow: Great, this'll be great. I'll just grab the paper and see what's playing.
Dawn: I'll leave a note for Buffy on the refrigerator. That's the first place she goes after patrolling. She's such a pig after she kills things.
Willow: So, uh, the burger was good? You liked it?
Dawn: Are you kidding? It was like a meat party in my mouth. Okay, now I'm just a kid, and even I know that came out wrong. Uh, it was good. But you should have had something.
Willow: I will. I'll eat. I'm ... saving myself for popcorn. The other day, you had fun?
Dawn: Mm, what other day? Give me a Mon or a Fri here, something to work with.
Willow: The other day with Tara.
Dawn: Oh! Uh, yeah. I-I mean, it was, it was nice. Uh, but it wasn't a laugh riot. She's sad and everything.
Willow: Did she say something?
Dawn: Uh, not exactly. I can just tell, by the way she was acting.
Willow: Oh.
Buffy: God, do you sleep through anything? I was like yelling, and nothing.
Spike: I'm a bit knackered. Had a long night. Someone should teach you how to use candles in foreplay, luv.
Buffy: Get dressed. Dawn's missing.
Spike: Again? Ever think about a Lojack for the girl? What's the story?
Buffy: She went out with Willow.
Spike: Willow? That's kind of a sorry excuse to come by. If you want the touch all you need to do is-
Buffy: Spike. Willow's into something. Okay, her and Dawn have been missing for hours. There, there's some guy named Rack.
Spike: Rack?
Buffy: Yeah, he's, uh, some sort of-
Spike: I know who he is, he deals in magic. Black stuff, dangerous.
Buffy: I've been all over downtown and I can't find his place.
Spike: Because he cloaks it. You can't feel it unless you're into the big bad - a witch or a vampire or-
Buffy: So let's go!
Spike: Oh, that's right. Hide your blushing eyes.
Willow: So, what do you wanna do, cutie?
Dawn: It's late. I just wanna go home.
Willow: Uch! No way! I said we were gonna have fun, and we're gonna have fun.
Dawn: I'm serious, I think we should just get out of here.
Willow: ' I think we should just get out of here.' Come on, Dawnie, it's grownup time, do you wanna play with the grownups or not?
Dawn: Why are you acting this way?
Willow: Oh, don't get all weird on me, we're fine. Everything's fine.
Buffy: Anything?
Spike: Not yet. I might pick up on it if you stop asking me about every two seconds.
Buffy: Spike, if you're dragging this out...
Spike: What, so I can linger near your precious self? Get a grip.
Buffy: Like you've never drawn things out before.
Spike: Maybe, but we've been through this, haven't we? Things have changed.
Buffy: Will you quit that? The only thing that's different is that I'm disgusted with myself. That's the power of your charms. Last night ... was the most perverse ... degrading experience of my life.
Spike: Yeah. Me too.
Buffy: That might be how you get off, but it's not my style.
Spike: No, it's your calling. Gave me a run for my money, Slayer. Now, I admit it. You've had me by the short hairs. I love you. You know it. But I got my rocks back. You felt something last night.
Buffy: Not love.
Spike: Not yet. But I'm in your system now. You're gonna crave me, like I crave blood. And the next time you come crawling, if you don't stop being such a bitch, maybe I will bite you.
Buffy: That, that's it! I want you out of my life! Out of my work, out of my home-
Spike: Too late for that. You invited me in already. And as for your work, you need me. Like tonight.
Buffy: I'll find Dawn myself.
Spike: You really gonna put your little sis in danger just to spite me?
Dawn: Willow. I'm serious. I'm going home.
Willow: Uch, then go! God, I thought we were gonna hang.
Dawn: Well, you're not coming with me?
Willow: Well, I don't know. Maybe I could just, uh, pop you back!
Dawn: With magic?
Willow: Dawn? Oh god, there's blood. (Dawn crying)
Buffy: Okay, we need to get her to a doctor.
Willow: Is she okay? Is she okay?
Buffy: Back off, Will, I got her.
Buffy, Dawn, and Spike begin walking. Willow watches anxiously.
Willow: No, Dawnie!
Buffy: I mean it, stay away from her!
Willow: Dawnie! Dawnie, I'm so sorry! I'm so sorry, it was an accident! I didn't see, I'm so, so sorry. Dawnie! Dawnie, don't! Dawnie, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry... I'm sorry! I'm sorry...
Buffy: Get up.
Willow: I screwed it up, everything, Tara...
Buffy: Yeah, you know what, you did screw up, okay? You could have killed her! You almost did!
Willow: I know! I know! I can't stop, Buffy! I tried and I can't.
Buffy: You can.
Willow: I can't! I can't, I ju ... god, I need help. Please! Please help me, please. Please.
Willow: Is she okay?
Buffy: She's sleeping. The E.R. doc gave her something for the pain, it knocked her out.
Willow: But she's gonna be all right?
Buffy: It's a fracture. You know, it's gonna take some time.
Willow: God, I'm ... sorry. I'm so...
Buffy: I just don't understand. I don't understand why you'd go to see somebody like Rack, and I certainly don't understand why you'd drag Dawn into it.
Willow: I don't know. The magic, I ... I thought I had it under control, and then ... I didn't.
Buffy: Because of Tara?
Willow: No. It started before she left. It's why she left.
Buffy: Seemed like things were going so well.
Willow: It was. But I mean ... if you could be ... you know, plain old Willow or super Willow, who would you be? I guess you don't actually have an option on the whole super thing.
Buffy: Will, there's nothing wrong with you. You don't need magic to be special.
Willow: Don't I? I mean, Buffy, who was I? Just ... some girl. Tara didn't even know that girl.
Buffy: You are more than some girl. And Tara wants you to stop. She loves you.
Willow: We don't know that.
Buffy: I know that. I promise you.
Willow: I just ... it took me away from myself, I was ... free.
Buffy: I get that. More than you- But it's wrong. People get hurt.
Willow: If something had happened to Dawn tonight ... something worse...
Buffy: I know.
Willow: No, I don't think you do. I-I ... I was out of my mind, I ... I did things I can't even... It won't happen again, I promise. No more spells. I'm finished.
Buffy: Good. I think it's right. To give it up. No matter how good it feels.
Willow: It's not worth it. Not if it messes with the people I love. The magic wasn't all great. I won't miss the nosebleeds and the headaches and stuff.
Buffy: There you go.
Willow: Or ... keeping stinky yak cheese in my bra. (Buffy frowns) Don't ask.
Buffy: Now I don't have to.
Willow: 'Cause it's over.
Buffy: Exactly. It's over.
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Story: 10
Acting: 10
Writing: 10
Picture: 10
Gripping: 10
My Rank: 10
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Total: 10