Nikita: Look, Amanda took something that you've been denying, and she used it as a weapon against you. As long as you're carrying around that guilt, that weapon will always be there. You have to start to heal yourself.
Alex: What if I can't?
Nikita: You can. 'Cause you're a survivor. And I know that's not some kind of curse. It just means that you're strong enough to keep fighting.