Rhea Reynolds: You said I used a grapefruit knife, but I didn't. I used a bread knife. And that pain was nothing compared to how I felt on your table. (pause) I couldn't take it any more. Being invisible, like a ghost. I couldn't stand walking into a bar one more time and sitting down and having no-one even look at me. It's not like they think I'm ugly. It's like I'm just not there. That's what really hurts more than anything. So, yeah... cutting my face did hurt. But it also felt so good later on this other level.