So, I finally saw the series finale. I've been anticipating yet dreading it. I knew what happened from reading reviews, but I had yet to experience it myself. I really wanted to see for myself how it always played out, but I was still hoping Brian and Justin would end up together and we could see it. We know that didn't happen on the show, but for us B/J fans, we know they eventually find their way back to each other. They have to. You can see in their goodbye how much they love and need each other. I mean, Brian is the one who urgently pulls Justin in for a kiss before they make love for the final time. And the look on Brian's face before they fall asleep and Justin is just gone. It breaks my heart. It shows us for the last time how much Brian really loves Justin and how much he got under his skin. Justin's love for Brian was never a question which is why I haven't commented on him. I know he will always love Brian and will make sure he ends up with him for life. And I'm seriously jealous of Brian and Michael's friendship. I wish I had a friend like that in my life. I mean after all they've been through, no matter what, they're still there for each other and you know they always will be. My heart started breaking from the very first scene cause I knew how the whole thing ended, but I really didn't start balling until Mel and Lyns said goodbye and Lyns and Brian had their moment. And then I couldn't stop until it was over. I don't know what it is about those 2, but they get to me. Maybe it's the depth of their friendship, too. I mean in ep 512, I cried because of 2 simple lines, "I don't want you to go Wendy", "I have to Peter". Anyway, this is about ep 513, and I know it ended the way it should, pretty much the way it began, but I still wish we could've seen a happy Brian and Justin wedding even if they had to go years into the future. LOL! Now I'll be watching everything over and over again to take in everything and find new things I didn't notice the first time around. I wish I could've watched it when it was originally aired, but I'm glad a friend introduced me to this series and that I got to see it. Everyone needs a little QAF in their life.