Jax so desperately wants out of SAMCRO. For the first time, it seems so clear. Tara has heard it so many times, and with her attack, I think she has lost faith. She is broken hearted about never operating again. Jax has finally put his family first, and can't believe that this attack is coming now, when he wants out.
Gemma wants Jax to stay, and wants Tara safe. She knows that Clay betrayed her, and now, after he gave her a reason, she wants revenge, and him gone. She knows that Clay has gone over the line.
Juice is desperate to save his brothers.
Jax's talk with Opie was heart-wrenching, especially knowing that Opie will feel the same when he finds his dad. Opie told Jax he wanted out for Donnaand the kids, but it was Jax who begged him to stay, to make the club what JT had wanted it to be.
I don't know where Kurt Sutter is taking us, but I know the ride is totally worth it. I can't wait to see what happens next.