It's been building up to this moment for 4 years but it's finally happened.
9.5
I expected more action, not a psychological rollercoaster which leads to a very final break between the boys. I don't see how they can ever come back from this. Sam has done and said far too much for Dean to forgive and forget, even if somehow Sam gets back to being Sam and not this twisted creature he has become. The entire season has been building up to the rift and now it has happened. Not with Sam being pure evil, but with him actually still believing he's working for good, despite the glaring evidence to the contrary. The split comes not from evil and hate but irreconcilable differences, still loving each other but unable to co-exist.
Sam is still in denial about what's happening to him, refusing to acknowledge his own withdrawal symptoms and even hallucinations. He sees Mary who tells him everything he wants to hear and he listens, despite the fact he knows the room is ghost-and-demon-proof therefore she's a hallucination. A visit from 'Dean' is the last straw. This is what Sam believes Dean would say and feels, even Sam's deepest fears. 'Dean' calls him a monster, it's what makes Sam snap later when the real Dean says it too. Since all of this is inside Sam's head it is really him who is calling himself a monster. It is heartbreaking when 'Dean' says that Sam is nothing to him and Sam is so deeply hurt by that, deep down he knows that this path will drive Dean away, even make Dean his enemy. One of the highlights (and there are many!) is Alistair torturing Sam. Not only is the actor awesome but gives Sam a glimpse into Dean's visit to Hell. Jared's reactions tell you everything without seeing a drop of blood!
Dean is obviously in agony, listening to Sam's screams and knowing that he is deliberately causing his brother such pain. Bobby plays devil's advocate and tells Dean flat that he's killing Sam. Bobby's love for the boys is no secret and shows itself here again. I loved when Dean realized he'd just found the line he wouldn't cross – he'd rather let Sam die than turn into a monster. When Sam escapes, Bobby's mistake is not filling the shotgun with rock salt – it would put him down without hurting him (well, much – Sam shot Dean with it, It's only fair!) and Sam is weak as a kitten.
Castiel is obviously deeply tormented, being given disturbing orders – release Sam (so subtly but shockingly done, just Cas quietly standing in the background!) and capture Anna (let's hope her disappearance is permanent!). The suspicion of last week proves correct - Cas was severly disciplined and is on such a tight leash that he cannot even confide in Dean, or tell him the big secret he's hiding. The Cas we know and love is back, his icy behavior toward Dean last week was a show for his 'audience'. Cas confirms that to kill Lilith, Sam would have to ingest obscene amounts of demon blood, enough to turn him into a demon. Cas still insists they believe Dean is the One. Which brings us back to Zachariah's mysterious comment to Dean: "Everything you're *destined* to do." I thought he was hinting at something much bigger at the time, this could be it: Cas actually makes Dean swear an oath of loyalty – tons of subtext - I'm guessing when Cas shows up again, it's not going to just be to ask for Dean's help, it's going to be really serious – possession, powers, who knows? Could Dean become an angel, powers and all? Because that would be really cool! Angel (Dean) vs demon (Sam). Dean's certainly earned it.
Dean's questions to Castiel actually reminded me of Jimmy's to same – will doing this save my family? Cas did side-step the question this time but essentially Dean just 'sold his soul' again, this time to the angels. Not that there's any choice, we just have to hope they're the good guys. What's worrying is the angels are acting dodgy, as Dean points out, and given what we know about Uriel etc, and Cas' bizarre orders, who knows what's really going on? Even Cas is worried! Cas is following orders again but it's eating him alive, filling him with doubt about whether his orders are righteous (even he can't use his old argument about orders from heaven automatically being righteous anymore) and I have no doubt that his 'disciplinary hearing' upstairs just made his doubts worse. It's hard not to feel like things are falling apart.
The most likely explanation for releasing Sam is that the angels are hedging their bets – they believe Dean is the Chosen One, but in case they're wrong and Sam really can stop Lilith, let him have a crack at her. If Sam dies in the attempt, back to Dean. If Sam succeeds, get Dean to kill Sam. If they both fail, then it's all over anyway.
Ruby suddenly shows up when Sam calls, how convenient. No-one can convince me that she's not stringing him along and that her absence wasn't completely deliberate. I don't trust a word out of that demon's mouth and her story about how Lilith has to break the final seal is garbage! Read between the lines of what she said, about a human being turned into a demon, 'Lucifer's first' – wouldn't that description fit *Sam* too?! Lilith herself said she wasn't going to survive the apocalypse. Ruby is building Sam up into the Antichrist… and he's letting her do it. She is playing him like a violin. It's impossible to know how much of Sam is even left, the blood is actually taking control of him now (e.g. demonic telekinesis throwing him around the room) and who knows how much of what he's saying and doing is even really Sam. He's actually turning into a demon.
Sam completely changes his patterns but it doesn't even slow Dean down, he raised that kid, knows him better than he knows himself. I really loved how the final confrontation played out. Both Dean and Sam were trying so hard to be reasonable, to not destroy their bond, to find a compromise. Dean even gives Sam the option – walk away from Ruby and they can fight Lilith together. Sam refuses, he needs her blood. The truth that Dean faced for the first time is that Sam is too far gone, Sam's actually deluding himself now. If Sam's not a monster then why did he almost kill Dean?! His brother, his best friend, the person he loves most in the world and he just tried to strangle him. Tell us again how you're not evil, Sam. 'Jump the Shark' pointed out how much like John Sam is but Dean just did the same thing John did to Sam – if you leave, don't come back.
One thing I noticed about the fight – there was a time when Sam couldn't take Dean, Dean would kick his butt every time but here he takes Dean down pretty easily. Either Sammy's all-grown-up or he's getting some strength from the demon blood.
I must say that I hope that it does turn out to be Dean that is supposed to stop it and not Sam, I'll be very disappointed otherwise. Dean's self esteem has only picked up since finding out how important he is, that the angels believe in him. It would ruin the entire good vs evil storyline for me if it turns out that the world's savior turns out to be a kid who is practically a demon (having deliberately made himself one) and not the good, heroic brother who has sacrificed so much. I want Dean to be proven right and Sam to realize that. Dean's put up with a lot from Sam, he deserves to have Sam's respect and not the constant abuse Sam has been laying on him lately, like that rubbish about Dean being 'weak'. Only next week will tell.
If Dean is fated to stop the apocalypse and apparently everyone on both sides know this, then why aren't the demons trying to kill him? It'd be the first item on *my* agenda! Angel on his shoulder or not, he (strangely) doesn't have an arch-angel tied to him. I thought that was odd when we found out about Chuck, shouldn't they maybe give Dean that protection too? Is it supposed to be free will? Are the angels not supposed to interfere? Or is it simply that Dean's work leads him into dangerous situations 24/7 and given how often he runs into demons, the arch-angel would never be anywhere else?! Then again, Dean has always been able to handle himself, even against demons. Still bothers me though.
Some great performances – Jared's portrayal of the strung-out Sam, wrestling with his dark future is amazing and Jensen's heartbroken Dean is incredibly moving. Everyone did great work (as always) and we were even gifted with a final scene with Alistair (the best Alistair, such a shame he's dead but he still manages a deeply disturbing guest appearance). And then there's Misha Collins – he conveys such incredible volumes with a single look that you learn so much when he doesn't even say a word.
It's no surprise that this episode is written by Sera, she knows the boys better than anyone… except for maybe Kripke and it's got her usual deft touch with confrontations between Dean and Sam, balancing intense drama with emotional angst and making it appear completely natural. More than that, she doesn't make Sam the villain, giving him equal say of his side, beautifully balancing both sides and letting us choose. No black and white here, just various (dark) shades of gray.
Though I expected an action-packed episode, they went the opposite way and did all of the emotional setup for the final Dean vs Sam confrontation which will come next week. Hard to tell how it's going to end, usually we have a pretty good idea what the outcome will be but not this time – could go either way. There's definitely a fifth season so the only question that remains is whether the brothers will go into the next season united or as enemies. Then again, Kripke always has a twist up his sleeve, especially if the previous finales are any indication! Of course, the downside of the season ending is we have to suffer through another hiatus! However… the next week can't pass fast enough!