My goodbye to the world I though I lived in.
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Never though I would say this, but a TV show, The O.C., has influenced me more than a real life person. Perhaps it had to do with the chance Ryan had been given when he was accepted by the Cohen's in their home and family, as this would be the ultimate dream for us normal teens with a history of poverty, loneliness or family troubles, or all of them combined. Also the bittersweet, dysfunctional but intense relationship that Ryan had with Marissa was also a dream for those who never experienced such a powerful tragic – romantic love story. For me, those were the reasons I was so captivated with the show. Sure, there was great music, comedy, other characters that made the show more interesting, but, in the end, those two were the reasons that attracted me. Over the four years of the show, the characters developed and kept me wanting to see which way their roads go, many moments of joy and sadness emerged, but in the end, it was a memorable time. We saw how Ryan changed his ways and became a real brother to Seth, a real son to the Cohen's and the soul mate of Marissa. At the end of the third season, I was upset, as I thought the OC I knew ended there. I was wrong. The death of Marissa was a perfect metaphor to how the bittersweet years of high school fly by and how, when you embark on a difficult journey, the people that were beside you in the beginning finally get lost into beautiful memories. And then, the final year brought closure to Ryan's story. He somehow managed to deal with Marissa's death, he found a person with whom he could have a normal, less intense but more healthy and stable relationship and prepared him self to move away from the house and from the memories of the past. Those things are perfectly represented by the last minutes of the show, that sum up the four years and make a perfect parallel to how everything begun: Ryan saying goodbye to the Cohen's, to Seth, to the house that provided him a shelter in the most difficult period of his life, and finally to Marissa… And then we saw what we probably all hoped: Seth and Summer married, and Ryan, grown up to be an architect, offering to help a kid in trouble after remembering many years into the past the moment he look for Sandy to help him. It was absolutely the perfect ending.
In the end, for us people that this show touched in such a way that we considered OC our second home, nothing much remains to do. Sure, we can watch it again any time, but it would be like looking at old pictures from your high school. The happy moments, along with the sad ones, elapse and all that remains is just nostalgia and the feeling that those times are never coming back. Something however will remain with me forever, and that is the desire to give someday to somebody like Ryan, or like me when I was a kid, a chance that I never had. And helping others is the most powerful feeling that a show, any show, can produce in a person.
This being said, all I can say is: Thank you, Ryan, for these years, it's been a privilege making the journey with you...