Recently ive gotten myself into writing whether im any good at it. Ill let you guys judge any way heres the first chapter.
War does not equal love
"My presence here will not make a difference"
Commander Fit's Enimine stood there walking slowly back and forth inspecting us on this cold September morning. His pudgy nose and beady eyes looked at us disapprovingly, yet we had no choice but to take it.
How could he be blamed? It was after all a war, and it was a war we were losing. None of us truly wished to be apart of it yet here we are being inspected by the commander of the National army corps. The seabreeze wind circle around me as I stood motionless on the North brighton peer.
Why were we here? You might ask, because we were the most eligible for selection. Whether it was our meager physical skills or our average mental abilities. In truth the army must have been quite desperate to use us, and indeed they were. We had been fighting for years and had not one consecutive victory, but somehow we humans managed to keep biting back.
In the middle of it all was me, and I disliked the situation greatly. The only reason I had joined was for my baby sister, whom had just been born. I could not take care of her and in exchange for my service; she was allowed to be admitted into a medicine centre. That was an opportunity I could not pass up.
I wanted to be with my sister so much, yet I had no choice. I would not see my sister for along time if not at all. This is what hurt me most. She had just been born, and our parents had just died on the eve of their 27th anniversary. I had little to no choice I suppose.
The commander had finished his first inspection of us. He whispered into the ear of his Asian secretary, and looked at us with disappointment.
'Ok, women, here and men there.' He said, pointing at the two different buses.
The men headed to their bus and boarded it. Some looked eager, some looked scared and some didn't want to be here. Like me.
I however entered the other bus. Out of the 20 or so people there, I was the only female among them. It was a lonely and nostalgic feeling I felt then as I entered the bus. I looked at the seats and other than the bus driver I was the only one there. The driver tried to look compassionately at me. But could not bring himself to do it, I didn't blame him. Why should I? I had no right to. At least not any more.
The bus driver started the ignition and began to drive into the orange sunset, and as I stared into that sunset. I could not help but cry and feel so completely alone.
When i entered the bus it was empty not a single person bar me and the driver was to be found on this bus. I felt alone then truely alone and lost in thoughts of sadness that did not pass.