Happy days and sad tears is the perfect definition of today. Over the years i've said goodbye to many people, i've seen them come and go as they please but today it hit me. There is one person who i didnt want to say goodbye to that same one person who i've only known for under a year but one of the people who changed my life forever. She was a force to be reckoned with, a woman with such a fiery personality but at the same time had such a sweet disposition that made me feel safe and at ease in her presence. As i suspected the tears flowed and my emotions wrought out of control. Hard. That only just about describes how hard it was, to say goodbye but even though i knew it was the end i knew that someday we would meet again. Letters, emails, telephone calls all promises meant to be kept, but i know deep with such hectic lifestyles connection will dwindle and memories will be all that is left. Some may say that i'm not trying hard enough that im not going to do my best to keep in contact but when the false facade lifts, reality sets in. I wanted to express in words what she meant to me and how she helped shape my future but nothing seemed to be enough. I was once told that my future was bright and that when i put my mind to things nothing would stand in my way until i had acheived said thing. You probably wouldn't beleive me if i told i never reallly believed what people told me, that i would just shrug my shoulders until someone changed the conversation. It all changed in the short time i got to know her she reassured me that all those things said about me were true and that all i needed to do was believe in myself and i know this may sound cliche but for once in my life i open my ears and listened. Thats what makes it so hard for me. The fear of knowing one day i might have forgotten this amazing person who ultimatly was a great friend and confidant. Happy days is what brings me here, as those are a few of the things that will probably help me through the the sad tears. I know im being a bit vague but too many details open up wounds and wounds make me angsty and it hurts. It just hurts. I just want to thank everyone in advance who take time out of their busy hectic lives to read a girls thoughts it just it gives me hope that people care. x

Stephanie Meyer is GOD! sheer brilliance!!

OHH my i have become the biggest geek know to this world!! i was recently introduced to the wonderful world of Edward and Bella on Monday and it has changed me forever!, i brought the first book online and it arrived on Monday and i read it that same day!! And then on wednesday i bought the new moon and eclipse and i finished them last night! 3 books in 3 days!! Total geek, but i love it

I miss all you guys, i can never seem to catch up with anyone at the moment lol!

School finishes for good on Friday so i might be able to speak to you lovely people!!

Roll on Sept 1st...One Tree Hill! Smallville!

Love you all

Claudia xx

P.S I LOVE THE COLOUR GREEN!

a few pics that i love: wooooooooooooooooo!

DAy...

My heart is racing like the clappers! i literally cant breath and i feel like im going to faint!

approx 6 mins ago at 7:39 i saw my life flash past my eyes, i nearly died it would either be from shock or bloody been blown up.

I'll start from the beginnig, there i was in the bathroom minding my own business just happily straightening my hair and then BOMB! the bloody biggest noise ive ever heard, a raging flashing orange light, my hairs straightners had just exploded in my hand! in my hand!!!!

I'm seriously sh!tted up and im shaking like a leaf! And now here i am hair half straightend, and blogging my scare!

The thing is i cant live without my straightners, So anyone who has a spare pair and would like to send me them, just speak up

Love yous
Cx

(oh yeh and it is my last day of school today Wooo...nope i cant be hapy)

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh then more happened!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BLOG UPDAte

a further 3 attempts on my life!!!

1) 2 minutes after my blog i went upstairs to do the hover and i was attacked by a bee!!!!

2) On the way to school 10 minutes later......it started raining! but i figured if i slipped over it could work!!!!!!

3) In the Car 5 mins later a car pulled out, out of nowhere infront of my Mum and AHHHHH! we could've crashed our car!!!!!

This all happened within in the morning! not too good and the funny thing is in my last lesson when i was in Eng Lit we were readind poems on death and arranging your funeral It was a crazy poooooo day!

Woop im glad its nearly over, i'll probably be on a in 30 mins when i finish the ironing!

Thanks for caring guys
Love yous
Cx

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CLaudia is SOOOO BORED!!!!!!