So yesterday I just finished Luminous Arc. All my characters were around level 60 and I made it ! I am so happy with myself because I used to have this problem with gaming, where if everything wasn't perfect, I would start over.

It's the second game I ever completed (Next to Mario and Luigi: Partners in Time) and I loved it so much. The ending was fantastic! They play it off like Lucia dies but you see her in the end, and then it ends. It leaves you wanting more. I can't find it in myself to play again. It was one of my favorite games, but going through it again even with the added bonuses isn't worth it to me.

I only want to enjoy it once

And so I begin playing Final Fantasy Crystal Chronicles: Ring of Fates.

That was such a cool concert

All the performers were great, of course my favorite being Amy Winehouse. With all the stories about her health, I was shocked she sang so much. Her voice sounded pretty good, of course she sang the song differently, so if she makes a new CD I'll listen to it to see if her voice has gotten worse.

I also loved Leona Lewis. She's was so good, but I thought she'd sing her new song "Better In Time".

The only thing I thought they'd have more of was Nelson Mandela. I mean they had him speak, but I wanted them to show or tell us a little like bio about him.

Either way it was great

Absolutely intriguing!

It's just such a diverse subject and there's too much to learn and not enough time. It's just unbelieveable how everyone individual is different from another. I just find it interesting to discover how people think and what people think about different subjects. I just want to know how everyone thinks and how everyone acts (good or bad) and learn as much as I can before I die. I haven't decided what I want to be in life but I want to work with people just so I can experience as much as I can, with everyone's different personalities.

Honestly the future scares me. Am I going to get married? Have kids? Can I support myself? Will I be homeless?

It's all these unanswered questions that you don't have much of a grip on. I have an idea of where I want to go, but what if it doesn't work out?

It's just confusing and I'll have to wait to see how things go in the future, but honestly I like where I'm at now. I like to think and just get to know everyone's likes and dislikes and the way they think. It's absolutely amazing to be here

As it probably isn't a surprise to many of you, I am still feeling a bit sore after my workout. You know, I can write down all I want to do and hope for myself, but if my body can't do as much as I would like to, what can I do?

Easier said than done folks.

So I'll start doing more working out when I feel no soreness at all. Eventually I'll get strong enough where it won't make me sore anymore, and then I can do a little bit more, and just start building on that. Schedules don't work if your body/mind isn't prepared for what's ahead. I'm taking little steps at a time to make myself stronger, but one day I'll get to my goal. I just have to keep raising the bar little by little.

It's not that bad of a sore, like I can stretch, do normal activities, but I feel a bit sore doing it, and I got sore when trying to do a push-up. I'll work out when I feel strong enough to do all of it, because I'm not a quitter.

I'm weaker than I thought! haha

But seriously, I followed my schedule,and was so beat after the first hour of push-ups that I ended up doing the reps every other hour instead of every hour. It's easier said than done, I admit, but I'm still going to stick with it. I plan to do 30 push-ups every other hour (for 4 hours) every other day, until I become a bit stronger, and then I can go proceed with the schedule I posted earlier in my blog.

Surprisingly, my arms aren't as sore as I thought they'd be. I'm happy because, while I was weaker than I thought I was, I was also stronger than I thought I was. If that makes any sense?

Well I'm saying that confusing statement because, while I did less than I thought I could, I only couldn't get myself up once! I'm proud