i hate it when you get totally pumped for a good tv show, and then it ends up being a total piece of crap. this weeks' tv shows have done just that, especially my reality shows...i mean, do they just happen to know who my favorites are and are trying to upset me?

first they send home the most photogenic model on america's next top model. true, she wasn't going to win, but she deserved to be there more than ms. drag queen herself dominique. and what the hell was with katarzyna? if i was a judge, i would have **** slapped her. "here's a little lesson on my name..." just because you usually don't speak doesn't mean you should just start bossing people around. i am HOPING the spoilers about her aren't true.

american idol...I AM SO FRUSTRATED. first they send home michael, now carly, while barbie white and dreadlock boy are still there. (although, i did buy 'memory' off of itunes. it's like 1000% better than the live performance) who thought to put the fate of singer's in the hands of 11 year' old girls? didn't we learn from sanjaya? isn't this why i haven't watched this show for the past like 2 seasons, because i practically threw something at the TV when constantine was eliminated?

and svu in my opinion, is just going down the toilet. WHY ARE WE GETTING RID OF CHESTER LAKE? HE'S THE ONLY ONE WITH A PERSONALITY!! god, we don't need to hear munch's sarcastic comments 24/7. it'd be nice to have a compassionate, somewhat normal guy in the squad. why do the young guys always have to go crazy? first cassidy, now lake. and olivia and elliot, there's just no spark anymore....there was where they were friends, then there was the sexual tension, then they were back to friends, and now there's nothing. it's just boring to watch.


now that i've ranted for the past page, i have another playlist thingy!! yay!!

Opening Credits: Your Love is a Lie by Simple Plan
Waking Up: Without You by Blake Lewis (it's a good cd, just listen to it)
Average Day: Tell Me Everything by Just Surrender
First Date: I Love You to Death (Drive Safe) by The Juliana Theory (haha)
Falling In Love: Three Cheers For Five Years by Mayday Parade
Love Scene: Erase by Mika (hmm, not exactly what I was hoping for)
Fight Scene: Smack That by Akon
Breaking Up: Serious by Crash Romeo
Getting Back Together: All You Need is Love by The Beatles (cute)
Secret Love: Island of the Honest Man by Hot Hot Hear (ooo)
Life's Okay: Fragily by Megan McCauley (kinda the opposite of what I was going for)
Mental Breakdown: A Whisper and A Clamor by Anberlin
Driving: Dare by Gorillaz
Learning A Lesson: Sleeping In by The Postal Service (good lesson)
Deep Thought: There's No Penguins In Alaska by Chiodos (lmao. what a deep thought )
Flashback: Superman by The Academy Is
Happy Dance: Mmmbop by Hanson (YES!!)
Regretting: Lights Out by The Friday Night Boys
Long Night Alone: Decoy by Paramore
Death Scene: Is Forever Enough by Hawk Nelson
Closing Credits: Apologize By Timbaland/OneRepublic

hurray! 500 posts for me. it only took me two and a half years from the point that i've joined, but, hey, what the hell.

now that law and order svu has kinda gone south in terms of elliot and olivia shacking up (i mean, i'm always going to hope that they're going get together, but it's not looking good now that elliot's back with kathy and olivia has a lover) my new guilty pleasure is bones. it pretty much has all the action/drama/sexual tension of svu, plus even more sarcastic humor.

alright, enough of me talking. time for fun stuff. when i had a myspace like a year ago and these things always popped up in those little bulletin things, i always did them...so, enjoy!

Highschool was like: Don't Speak (no doubt)
The story of my life is: The Party Scene (all time low)
My innermost desire is: More Than a Revolution (eleventyseven)
My make-out song is: All That We Needed (plain white t's)
My day will be like: Weird World (backstreet boys)

Right now, I feel: Tears Dry on Their Own (amy winehouse)
At my funeral they'll play: Lonely (akon)
What makes me happy is: The Take over, The Break's Over (fall out boy)
My parents are like the song: Carry on Wayward Son (kansas)
What I did did last night was: Don't Stop the Music (rihanna)
To cheer myself up I: Bonnie Taylor Shakedown 2K4 (hellogoodbye)

My last words will be: Everything Back But You (avril lavigne)
Behind my back, my friends think I'm: Lovefool (new found glory)
My best friend is like: You're Not Alone (saosin)
My message to the world has always been: A Last Farewell (lovehatehero)
My favorite thing to do is: boBounce (timbaland)

My ultimate song for dancing is: The Other Side of the Crash/Over and Out (Of Control) (thursday)
Happiness is: Clockwatching (jason mraz)
My friends see me as: Recycled Air (the postal service)
When I'm drunk I say: I Miss You (blink 182)
At my wedding they'll play: As You Sleep (something corporate)

I'll have a good day if I can just hear: Who Do You Think You Are (spice girls)
My birth was like: Huddle Formation (the go! team)
If I got lost on a desert island, I would yell: It's the End of the World as We Know It (and I Feel Fine) (r.e.m)
My alter-ego is: Love and Memories (o.a.r)

1. amazingly, my level dropped from eight to one. how the hell that happened, i don't know...

2. spice girls...ABSOLUTELY AMAZING. seriously. when i went and saw them on friday, i remembered how much i loved them when i was like seven. sporty spice is an amazing singer. scary spice is hilarious. posh can't really sing anymore. the other two are eh.

3. mondays suck. especially the one right after february vacation. all i wanted to do was sleep. and right now, all i want to do is procrastinate instead of doing a chem lab.

STEP ONE : Spell your name with bands/artists:

Monty Are I
Amy Winehouse
Gavin DeGraw
Gnarls Barkley
Imogen Heap
Eleventyseven

STEP TWO :
-- The shoes you wore today : converses
-- Your weaknesses : chocolate peanut butter cups
-- Your fears: failure/rejection
-- Your perfect pizza : cheesy cheese
-- Goal you'd like to achieve : happiness

STEP THREE :
-- Your best physical feature : Eyes
-- Your bedtime : whenever i feel like it
-- Most missed memory : if it was missed, i wouldn't remember it...duh.

STEP FOUR : This Or That...
-- Pepsi or Coke : sprite.
-- McDonalds or Burger King : wendys
-- Adidas or Nike : converses
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea : lemonade
-- Chocolate or Vanilla : starburst
-- Cappuccino or Coffee : hot chocolate
(fight the man. why should i have to make a choice between two things? i like everything!)

STEP FIVE : Do You...
-- Smoke : No
-- Sing : in the shower
-- Dance : like no ones watching
-- Take a shower everyday : yup
-- Have a crush :
-- Think you've been in love : shrug. not sure.
-- Want to go to college: mhm
-- Like(d) high school : its okay. got its ups and downs.
-- Want to get married : sure, why not?
-- Get motion sickness : sometimes
-- Think you're attractive : not really.
-- Think you're a health freak : that's funny. real funny.
-- Get along with your parents : Yes
-- Play an instrument : saxophone and piano

STEP SIX : In the past month, have you...
-- Gone to the mall : yes
-- Eaten Sushi : ewww
-- Been on stage : mhm
-- Been dumped : nope
-- Gone skating : yeah right
-- Made homemade cookies : yesyesyes
-- Gone Skinny dipping : i wish
-- Stolen anything : no
-- Played a sport : yes
STEP SEVEN :
-- Age you hope to be married : 29
-- Numbers of Children : 2 or 3
-- Describe your dream wedding: simple white dress in a garden during the summer time. surrounded by all of my friends and family, marrying someone i love.

STEP EIGHT : In the opposite sex...
-- Best eye color? : no preference, but green or blue is nice
-- Best hair color? : brown or red
-- Short hair or long hair? : in the middle. it must be CLEAN
-- Height : Tall
-- Best weight : in the middle. not super buff to make me feel lardo, but not couch potato
-- Best articles of clothing: pants

STEP NINE :
-- Number of people I could trust with my life : 8
-- Number of CDs that I own : maybe like 12
-- Number of tattoos : none
-- Number of piercings : 2 in each ear

NINE LASTS
Last dollar spent: brown eyeliner
Last beverage: milk
Last movie: fantastic four
Last phone call: mommy
Last song played: in fate's hands by the red jumpsuit apparatus
Last thing you ate: graham crackers

EIGHT HAVE YOU EVER'S
Have you ever dated a best friend: no. wanted to
Have you ever skinny dipped: no
Have you ever lost someone you loved: yes
Have you ever been dumped: no
Have you ever been drunk and threw up: no
Have you ever ran away: no
Have you ever wanted someone you thought you couldn't have then found out they liked you: no

SEVEN PLACES YOU WANNA VISIT
1. ireland
2. italy
3. spain
4. greece
5. paris
6. new orleans
7. los angeles

that's me!!! yay [i got a little carried away with the smiley faces. can you tell?]

level six baby. fastest jump to a new level.

i'm really bored, and though i doubt that anyone will read this, why not put this up?

place an X by all the things
you've done and remove the X
from the ones you have not. Answer the 30
questions at the end and send it
to your friends (including me). This is for
your entire life!

( ) Gone on a blind date

(x) Skipped school

( ) Watched someone die

( ) Been to Canada

( ) Been to Mexico

(x) Been to Florida

(x) Been on a plane

(x) Been lost ( both mentally and physically)

( ) Been on the opposite side of the country

(x) Gone to Washington , DC

(x) Swam in the ocean

(x) Cried yourself to sleep

(x) Played cops and robber

(x) Recently colored with crayons

( ) Sang Karaoke

( ) Paid for a meal with coins only?

(x) Done something you told yourself you wouldn't?

( ) Made prank phone calls

(x) Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose

(x) Caught a snowflake on your tongue

(x) Danced in the rain

(x) Written a letter to Santa Claus

( ) Been kissed under the mistletoe

( ) Watched the sunrise with someone you care about

(x) Blown bubbles

(x) Gone ice-skating

( ) Been skinny dipping outdoors!!!!!!

(x) Gone to the movies

1. Any nickname? um not really unless people call me things behind my back, which i hope they don't
2. Mother's name? tina
3. Favorite drink? dr. pepper
4. Tattoo? no
5. Body Piercings? 2 in each ear, want more
6. How much do you love your job? hate it with a passion
7. Birthplace? connecticut
8. Favorite vacation spot? wildwood new jersey
9. Ever been to Africa ? no, want to
10. Ever eaten cookies for dinner? no thanks
11. Ever been on TV? yup
12. Ever steal any traffic sign? hahaha
13. Ever been in a car accident? mhm
14. Drive a 2-door or 4-door vehicle? no, but i want to drive the oscar mayer weiner mobile really badly.
15. Favorite salad dressing? ranch
16. Favorite pie? pumpkin
17. Favorite number? 16
18. Favorite movie? lots, but i'd have to say 10 things i hate about you
19. Favorite holiday? christmassss
20. Favorite dessert? brownies
21. Favorite food? chicken nuggets
22. Favorite day of the week? thursday-saturday
23. Favorite brand of body wash? who cares? whatever is in the shower.
24. Favorite toothpaste? like i said before, whatevers there.
25. Favorite smell? i'm partial to moonlit path by bath and body works, but i also like gasoline and new sneakers
26. What do you do to relax? listen to my ipod
27. How do you see yourself in 10 years? being happy