Hoping what we fear ain't what we've become
He was walking across a wire
Holding a loaded gun
Taking out every lightbulb one by one
And she was building brand new walls
To keep her safe inside
'Cos sometimes a place to live
Is just a place to hide
Well, the world keeps turning and I keep on being busy... I just never seem to have enough hours in the day for anything! Tomorrow after work I will be driving to Townsville, which is about 400 km south of Cairns for a job interview. I will be down there for about 3 days, during which time I will undergo psychometric testing, a forensic medical examination, and a panel interview. Wish me luck because if all goes to plan, this will be the start of a new direction for me.
I'm still slowly plugging away at Season 3 of Xena... about 2/3's of the way through reviewing. If I get the job I'm chasing, I will be starting in October, so I have about 2 and a half months to finish the rest of the series... shouldn't be too hard!
Movie review of the week is "Mamma Mia". I was not overly interested in seeing this one, but it was a case of this being the only film on when we went to the cinema, so this was it. I saw the Australian cast in the stage production of the show back in 2000 or 2001. Even though I like ABBA's music, I was not overly fussed on the show, and so I was a little surprised when I heard they were making the movie version. Needless to say, I was not fussed on this either!
"MAMMA MIA" (2008 )
While this film doesn't take a lot of effort, it does not really reward you well for the time you are investing in seeing it. There are a lot of problems with the film version of the stage show, not the least of which is that it really is not a true musical. This is a film with a weak plot trying which aims to fit as many ABBA songs into the show as it can. The music is fun, but it does not always work or make sense, and the plot is not strong enough to really pull it through.
The acting by the females in the film was just so over-the-top for most of the movie that I felt quite exhausted by the end. The constant squealing and screaming just never seemed to let up. On the opposite side, the men really played very little role at all, and you almost wonder why they went to the trouble of getting Colin Firth if they were just going to ignore him most of the way through.
The actors do their best with the songs, and Meryl Streep and Amanda Seyfried are pretty good and get it right most of the way through. Pierce Brosnan is atrocious. The best parts come in the form of the big chorus numbers, where the amusing choreography combined with a chorus of trained singers works wonders.
The costumes demand a large chunk of your attention throughout, and I thought that wardrobe did a very good job, with the costumes really contributing to the overall feel of the film. The location was also used very well, and I thought the Greek Islands were captured quite realistically.
Sadly, I just didn't really enjoy this one all that much. I tried really hard, but it just wasn't that fun. If you loved the musical, I'm sure you will enjoy this. If you didn't like the musical, or you didn't see it - I'd probably wait until it comes out on dvd. If you hate ABBA... well, you know this one isn't for you.
Finally... in other news, the week after next Kasey Chambers is bringing her 2008 Accoustic Tour to Cairns. I've got front row tickets which are not as good as they sound, since they have changed the venue at the last minute. In the previous venue, front row meant AMAZING tickets... now it means that I will be craning my neck all night to see the stage. *sigh* You just can't win. Anyway, I've mentioned Kasey before, and this tour she is promoting her new album which she wrote and recorded with her husband, Shane Nicholson. Its a brilliant country album, with some beautiful lyrics and melodies. I'm extremely excited about the concert and will let you know all about it after I've been.
That's all she wrote.
LLa xxx
Tell me will the demons come
And drag your soul down below?
How far can you run?
Posted by la_survive, 07/12/2008 3:15am 18 Comments
Turning in circles, confusion is nothing new.
If you're lost you can look and you will find me
Time after time
If you fall I will catch you I'll be waiting
Time after time
If you fall I will catch you... I will be waiting
Time after time
Time after time
Hello fellow tvDOTcommers... It is finally my day off, and after having a huge sleep in (my first in many many months!) I am up and about and off to the doctors. Nothing serious, just a medical evaluation for a job application... long story involved there.
Anyway... movie review of the week is "Prince Caspian". Despite my strong anti-religious feelings, I have always been very moved by the Narnia series. Having had the books from a very young age, I re-read them once a year or so, to try and recapture the magic that I experience while in that world. They never disappoint. I also have the original made-for-television Narnia series and I really think that the original BBC production was truly able to capture the essence of Narnia. In terms of the newer movies, I was seriously disappointed with "The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe". Somehow it just didn't quite capture the true Narnia for me. The second movie, however, is a major improvement.

"PRINCE CASPIAN" (2008 )
**Some Spoilers**
Prince Caspian: I'm not the one who abandoned Narnia.
King Peter: No... you invaded Narnia.

The general consensus seems to be that this movie is much darker than the first, but is also a much better all-round film. I have to agree on both accounts. There is definitely a darker feel to this one, but it is a story with much more serious overtones, at least in my opinion. The movie doesn't really delve deep enough into the the enormity of the issues that are touched on, such as losing faith, and non-believers, and instead favours the action and adventure side of the story. This is to be expected and doesn't really take away the enjoyment of the film.

I thought all performances in this film were excellent, with the highlight being the gorgeous Ben Barnes, who plays Caspian with relish. The interactions between the returned Pevensie children and the people of Narnia are not overdone, and are realistic. The Narnians look great, and the location is beautiful.

There are scenes added to this film which are not in the book, and this is a bit of a problem for me. If you are going to invent parts, don't remake a story, write a new one. But nevertheless, the added storylines still work well, and add drama and intrigue to the movie. We still have the ever present battle of good versus evil, and strong moral lessons to be learned. I thought this film was very professionally done. It all felt very polished, with clear messages throughout. It has a real epic feel to it, as it should do given that this is Narnia.

Overall, I really did enjoy this one, much more than the first. I feel like the movie saga has been redeemed somewhat, and I will be seeing the next film, which is believe will be "The Voyage of the Dawn Treader". I'm not sure how family-oriented the films will become, because I don't really feel like this one was a 'family film', but we shall see.

Finally... in other news, I got my eyebrow pierced last Wednesday. I really like it, despite the fact that virtually no one has noticed, including the lady I share a house with! People seem to be under the impression that I have always had it, which is just not true!
Anyway... hope the week is treating everybody well.
That's all she wrote.
LLa xxx
I don't know what I've done... or if I like what I've begun. But something told me to run and, honey, you know me... it's all, or none.
Posted by la_survive, 06/30/2008 11:33pm 35 Comments
It happened to me...
'Cos everyone's singing we just want to be heard
Disappearing everyday without so much as a word
Somehow...
Wanna grab a hold of that little songbird
Take her for a ride to the top of the world
Right now...
For those of you who don't know, in the Xena forums we have started up the Xenathon. We are basically watching every episode of Xena, starting with the Trilogy, on set days and then discussing it in the forum. It is quite an adventurous goal for us Xenites, but its a great concept and I am glad we are giving it a go. For those who are interested, I have already written reviews for all of Season 1 (including the Trilogy), Season 2, half of Season 3 and all of Season 6 - so feel free to read those if you want.
My movie of the week review is "The Happening". I know what has been said about this film, but sometimes a second opinion can help.
THE HAPPENING (2008 )

This movie has received pretty much overwhelmingly bad reviews, from virtually every direction. There is a lot of talk that M. Night Shyamalan has 'lost his touch' and his reputation as a film maker. I have to say that I disagree. Now, we all know that I detest genre films, and rarely go to see them. However, I have always had a lot of confidence in Shyamalan's work. I own and love "The Sixth Sense", "Signs', "The Village" and "Unbreakable". I think they are original, cleverly plotted and well executed.
"The Happening" is not as strong as those films, but by no means is it the worst film I will see this year. The concept is excellent, it is just not executed as well as it could have been. I love the idea of our planet rebelling against human damage. I think it is only a matter of time before we reap what we have sowed, and we all begin to pay in a serious way for the abuse to the planet over the last few 100 years. This is where this film is going - the plants have joined forces in a defence mechanism to protect themselves from further human damage. And this is only the beginning!

There is also a lot of talk that the film is too graphic, too gory. I disagree. It IS most definitely graphically violent, but we are pretty desensitized, and I didn't find I was all that bothered. I thought it needed that realism because we are talking about people inflicting pain and suffering UPON THEMSELVES. This is an interesting concept and for it to realise its full potential, we needed to be horrified by what we were seeing.
The weakness in this film is the characterisation and acting. The poor acting leads from the poor characters, and the complete lack of character development. You've got to care about these people for the film to matter, and you really don't. These were one-dimensional, boring and clichéd. It is a shame, because I think that all three lead actors are great - Mark Wahlberg, Zooey Deschanel and John Leguizamo have all made some great films, when given decent material to work with. Here, they have none.

If the focus had stayed on the catastrophic events occuring, then it might have saved this film. But sadly, the focus was on a bunch of people that you really didn't have any strong feelings for, and this is the final letdown.
I read that when Shymalan first presented the script to the studio, it was titled "The Green Effect". I think that this is a much better title. "The Happening" suggests that we are about to see something amazing, and while what we do get is good, its never going to live up to its title.

My advice: wait until this one comes out on dvd. I saw it with free tickets, and in a way I am glad that I was able to see it and form my own opinion. Its not going to change your world.
That's all she wrote.
LLa xxx
Please tell me, so I can finally see... where you go when you're gone...
RIP. Robbie xx
Posted by la_survive, 06/24/2008 11:32pm 29 Comments
Can't let my words betray.
There was never time enough
I can't breath
It's too hard to think of love
I can't breath, I can't breath
Well... two blogs in only a few days - La must be back! I have finally got my new place all set up... I shifted my bed and desk today, and after 2 weeks of sleeping on the floor, and using my PC on my lap, I was nearly in tears of happiness! Thank you for your beautiful words of sympathy and support for Lindsey and myself following Rob's death. Linds is doing amazingly well, and is flying home to Cairns on Wednesday - which goes to show her strength. I am incredibly proud of her.
I have started watching and reviewing Season 3 of Xena this weekend. I am four episodes in, just starting on The Rift (you fellow fans know what I'm talking about!). It will be a drama filled week getting through these heavy-duty episodes! It makes me feel so much more myself to be reviewing again; its what I enjoy and I think I'm getting pretty good at it! I'm also now on the Top Contributors List for Xena, which is something I have been desperate to achieve since joining tvDOTcom. I know it sounds like not much, but it really has been a huge goal of mine... so we will see how long I retain my position!

I will just throw in a short movie review for good measure. This is an older movie that was released a couple of years ago.
JINDABYNE (2006)

Jindabyne is a truly haunting film that is impossible to shake after viewing. I first saw this film on its cinema release a couple of years ago, and it is a movie that I have never forgotten. I recently bought it on a cheap dvd table (for $8.99 - its an insult to Australian films) and having watched it again found myself just as moved this time around.
As an Australian film with a primarily Aussie cast, this is an incredibly credit to the Aussie film industry. The story-line is tragic and beautifully directed. It is a story about relationships, between everyday people in everyday situations, and the huge toll that life can take on all of us. Horrible situations bring out the best in some people, but in most cases they bring out the worst. The film follows how a small community deals with the murder of a young Indigenous girl, and the repurcussions of the discovery of her body.
The acting in this film is quite astounding - the actors could be my next door neighbour, one of my customers, a friend. I imagine that the impact would be less for people not from Australia, but the acting is subperb regardless. There is no need to single anybody out - the entire cast are wonderful.
The cinematography is also beautiful - this part of Australia is at once stunningly beautiful, and desolately barren. The film balances the scenery as it balances the light and dark shades of the characters.
I will leave this one here, but this is a film that everybody needs to see. It is probably a film no one has heard of, but it will open your eyes and truly touch your soul.
So for now... take care everyone.
That's all she wrote.
LLa xxx
Posted by la_survive, 06/15/2008 3:53am 39 Comments
There's more to what you're telling me.
As you're disappearing I'm hearing
All I wanted you to say
I should focus more on the thought of
letting you just slip away
But I get this strange feeling you're not revealing
Everything you wanted to say
So it's just a little harder for me to play the part of
Watching you walk away

Hello Friends! I am really back this time... back for a while, at least! So much has been happening in my life, and I have really missed being here so much. I cannot believe what a gap tvDOTcom left behind... just knowing what everybody is up to, and have you all brighten my day with your blogs is something that nothing in the 'real' world can replace!
Ok... so firstly, I am basically finished uni for the semester. I have a history exam in about 2 weeks, but it should be a breeze, so I am not worried, and am going to start enjoying my holidays now!
I guess the most important thing to tell you about, is the death of a very special friend of mine, Rob. He is the partner of my best girlfriend, Linds, and they have both been a very big part of my life for almost a year. Many of the movie reviews that I have written, were written about films I watched with them. I spent most weekends (and a big part of the week!) at their house.
Sadly, on Friday, May 30, Rob passed away very suddenly and unexpectedly while down in Melbourne. He was 36.
As you can imagine, it has been a fairly difficult couple of weeks since then. Last Wednesday night I flew from Cairns to Melbourne to be with Linds for a couple of days. I returned to Cairns (and the warm weather!) on Monday night, and hopefully Linds will be returning to Cairns in the next few weeks. She is an amazing and very special person, and Rob loved her very much. I cannot wait to have her back up here with me.

Linds, Me and Rob.
I have also moved house... again. Long story, but I was not happy where I was living previously, and a new place came up, so I grabbed it. Moving has been a huge drama, and I am still without a bed, mattress or computer desk (which are at the old house), but finally things are starting to get back to normal.
So, I will get back to what I do best - writing movie reviews! I will hopefully start to (slowly) catch up on some blogs, but unfortunately I will have missed out on some forever. Anyway, I just wanted to let you all know that I am still alive and missing you all, and will be around the place again.
THEN SHE FOUND ME (2007)
I saw this film today (still using up my free tickets!) and I was not overly impressed. It was a pleasant way to fill in an afternoon, however. It was directed by, and starring, Helen Hunt, who has really made some excellent films over the years. I always saw her as a woman with more to offer as an actress, and her film choices have always reflected that to me.
Having said that, I don't think that this film is really that special. To me it feels a little stilted, and sort of skips through parts that need more of a focus, and then spends a lot of time on sections of the film that seem a little pointless. I feel that it was not particularly believable, and this is a problem because you need to identify with these characters to appreciate the film.
I have to say that I thought Helen Hunt looked old. I think she is a very beautiful woman, but she looked tired throughout, and didn't pull off the 39 year old she was supposed to play. Her acting, however, was spot on - and she did the best that she could. Colin Firth was lovely as the love interest, but just a little off the edge of the radar for me. I found his up and down mood swings a little too extreme. Matthew Broderick was odd, as usual. He does nothing for me at all; just too geeky and oddball for me. Bette Midler was probably the most consistent, she doesn't break any ground but she gets there most of the time.
The film seems to be attempting to portray the complexities of life, and the flaws in everybody's character. I guess it achieves that, to a degree. Most other issues are skirted around the in the general love triangle, making babies moments. It ends on a feel-good note and you don't walk away all that disappointed. It does not feel like a film made by a first-time director, and this is a credit to Helen.
So... go and see it if you feel like it. I'd rather give my money to this film, than to the ridiculous Sex and the City movie which will guaranteed be breaking all box office records by the end of the week.
That's all she wrote.
LLa xxx
RIP. Robbie ~*hugs always*
Posted by la_survive, 06/11/2008 4:59am 33 Comments
My Recent Reviews
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Xena: Warrior Princess When In Rome... Avg Score: 8.29 Total Ratings: 55 Total Reviews: 3 |
I have discussed on numerous occasions my feelings about Caesar, so I'm not going to wax lyrical again about how great this guy is. Suffice to say, like all episodes in which Caesar makes an appearance, this one is exceptional, easily one of the most exciting and memorable in the series. Karl Urban stands alone as a character that can carry a weak plot effortlessly (not that this episode has a weak plot), and the chemistry between him and Xena never gets tiresome.
We see the return in this episode of Jeremy Callaghan, who previously guest starred as Palaemon in the underrated second season episode, "Blind Faith". Jeremy is perfect as Pompey – cold, calculating, yet with a far more human side that Caesar. His connection with Xena is obvious and expected, and it reveals a man with more sense and more ability than he is given credit for. Jeremy plays Pompey with relish, making the most of his scenes, which sadly are few and far between.
This episode is a lot deeper and a lot more significant that many casual viewers would realize. After all Gabrielle and Xena had been through with the rift, here we are again with Xena charging ahead full pelt, following her own agenda and leaving Gabrielle behind in the wake. Her plan to 'save' Vercinix was so clearly a plot to yet-again attempt to destroy Caesar that you have to wonder who Xena thinks she is fooling. Her actions really leave you questioning how much Xena has learned through the pain and suffering that she has gone through. Caesar said it beautifully when he stated that "You have one obsession, Xena: that's me. And because of it, I have you." When it comes to Caesar, Xena is ruled by her heart, instead of her head. Despite the years that have passed since the original betrayal, to Xena it is like yesterday, and the hatred and burning desire for revenge is as strong as ever. This makes Xena careless, and her carelessness puts not only herself, but Gabrielle in danger.
As usual, it is Gabrielle who suffers most from Xena's selfishness, again put into a situation where Xena expected her to go against who she is and what she believes in to fulfill a plan. While Xena reiterates her love for Gabrielle at the end, in many ways Xena cares about herself first and foremost, and I really felt for Gabrielle in this episode, again left to fend for herself, and alone in dealing with the inner turmoil her actions caused.
I think this episode did a fantastic job placing the story within the historic context. I enjoyed the picture painted of Rome, and the Coliseum was well done. The battle between Xena and the horsemen in the ring was excellent, but lacked suspense. The fulfilling of Xena's plan, leading to the execution of Crassus was one of the more believable plots, despite several gaping holes towards the end.
A couple of key points that I feel needed to be touched on. Firstly, I think that the way the writers continue to create a time line for Xena and Caesar is excellent. That Caesar is still torn between feelings of love, hate, anger, lust and revenge for Xena is well portrayed and captures just how complex their relationship is. As we see later in the show, Xena and Caesar were truly made for each other, and yet they are also poison to the other. I also like how Xena's effect on Caesar is captured; prior to her entry Caesar is all-powerful, in control and with an aura around him that is palpable. Xena walks in to the room and the great Caesar turns into a babbling idiot. It is well written and well acted.
I also like the contrast that is made between Xena and the supposedly 'civilized' Romans. Xena is painted to be almost common; these people use words as weapons and that is one skill Xena has never possessed. And yet, at the same time, it is the wildness in Xena that attracts Caesar, and at the end, when the 'civilized' people cry for the death of the wrong man, who really is the enlightened one?
This one scrapes through just under the top score for me. I'm not sure yet if it has earned a place in my hall of fame. Another watch might just answer it for me. This really is a must see episode, and is thoroughly enjoyable from start to finish. Another winner from the epic third season.
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Xena: Warrior Princess King Con Avg Score: 7.26 Total Ratings: 52 Total Reviews: 3 |
My biggest problem with this episode is the unusual combination of Joxer being beaten to a pulp, combined with an otherwise funny and sweet episode. There is something not-quite-right there, which leaves a bad taste in your mouth. I found the scene with Joxer getting beaten half to death really quite uncomfortable, and its really awful seeing him recovering afterwards. Normally fight scenes don't bother me, but I really feel like this episode could have done without this part of the storyline.
Otherwise, I found this to be a very enjoyable episode. I thought the introduction of Rafe and Eldon was nicely done, and both were interesting characters who actually brought something worthwhile to the episode. It is a shame that they didn't want to use this pair again, as opposed to some of the other recurring characters who didn't demonstrate anywhere near as much charisma!
Rafe definitely got the good lines this episode, and he delivers them just beautifully. I completely bought into his schmooziness, and was actually hoping that he would win the bet! It was quite refreshing to see someone interesting who was not a warlord... even if it was only for an episode.
There is not a lot else to say about this episode. In all other respects it is a true-to-form filler, and really doesn't do anything too special. Xena's plan works brilliantly, and is quite fun to watch, but the fight scenes are decidedly lackluster, and the one-on-one moments are too few.
Overall, this one is not going to stick in your mind for too long, but it is a much better all-round filler than many others. I wouldn't complain at all if all the fillers were this good!
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Xena: Warrior Princess Forgiven Avg Score: 7.31 Total Ratings: 54 Total Reviews: 3 |
I can see what they were trying to do here, but it just doesn't work. Tara is supposed to symbolize Xena and her dark past, Gabrielle and her guilt, and all others who are searching for redemption. It wants to question what would have happened if somebody had believed in these people. It then intends to raise the question of forgiveness, and who is entitled to it, and how much can be forgiven. All this may have been achieved, and it is marginally possible that we may have ended up with a semi-decent plot filler, if it hadn't been for Tara.
Fans seem to be divided over Tara; my feelings towards her are pretty simple: I want to ring her neck! She is utterly clichéd, her lines are delivered woodenly and unconvincingly, her supposed redemption is completely unbelievable, and (to be perfectly honest) why someone like her is even looking for redemption is utterly beyond me. Her only saving grace is the impressive punk-rocker costume and hairdo. The fact that the writers thought Tara was an entertaining enough character to bring her back next season is pretty much beyond all comprehension.
It's a fairly logical process of events really: you want to 'be good', and be redeemed for your past misdeeds. So, in order to achieve this, you go and kick the crap out of an innocent stranger in a tavern. Great way to go about it, right? I think not.
A previous reviewer said that how much you like this episode is determined by how much you can stand Tara. I disagree. This episode is just bad, with or without Tara. It is clichéd, boring, utterly predictable and paints Gabrielle and Xena in the most mundane light possible.
There is one saving grace in this episode, and it occurs in the last minute of the episode. As Tara and Gabrielle kneel at the alter of Apollo and are forgiven for their past misdeeds, Xena remains standing in the doorway, watching. Tara comments "What's Xena doing? Doesn't she want to be forgiven?" Xena simply turns and walks away. These few moments speak absolute volumes about how Xena feels inside. Her guilt is truly what keeps her going. She feels like she needs to suffer every day for the pain she has caused, and she truly believes that she has no right to be forgiven. Even after all that she went through in Illusia, begging Gabrielle and Solan for forgiveness, she is still unable to forgive herself.
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Xena: Warrior Princess One Against An Army Avg Score: 8.94 Total Ratings: 72 Total Reviews: 5 |
Its not that this isn't a great episode – it is! But its not one of the best, and there are just too many plot holes here to ignore. For me, this episode just pushes the boundaries of possibility a little too far. There are some nice moments, but ultimately, its not enough to give this top marks.
For a start, this is one of the few episodes that really takes a full 20 minutes to get started. We are halfway through before anything much happens, and that is too long for the second half to redeem itself. The whole flip thing at the start just doesn't work in relation to where this episode ends up. Some top episodes handle the comedy/drama well, but in this episode it just seems unnecessary.
Gabrielle's injury is suitably horrible, and her suffering leading on to her dying is all very well acted by Renee. I really believed that she was sick and dying, and that is saying something. I was a little bothered by Xena's blasé attitude for most of the episode, and I definitely DON'T believe that had Gabrielle's life really been at stake, that she would have stayed and fought the army anyway. This is perhaps my biggest concern: if the love of your life, your soul mate, was mortally wounded, and the antidote was in a neighboring town, there is no way that you would allow yourself to get sidetracked for any reason. I don't think that 'the greater good' is a good enough excuse; if Gabrielle's dying, then Xena needs to do whatever it takes to get her to safety and a cure. Instead, she stays to fight an army. Logical, really?
My second main problem is why Xena really feels like taking on the Persian cavalry is worth it? Wouldn't there just be thousands of other Persians on their way? And why would this army bother attacking a little hut with a dying woman and one warrior? Would an entire cavalry launch a full blown attack? I don't think so. So again, a little far fetched for me.
There are a couple of good moments, one of which is Xena trying to look within herself to gain access to Lao Ma's powers again. It must be incredibly frustrating to know that they are there, but not be able to use them.
Secondly, the moments between Xena and Gabrielle are really touching. I was tearing up (as usual) and I thought that they captured the enormity of the moment quite well. I loved that Gabrielle was utterly content to die, because she was with Xena. To have that much love and connection with a person that just having them there is enough, is quite inspiring.
Finally, the fight scene was really, really good. It was clever and original, and almost believable. So, I will probably be making enemies here, but I just can't see what other people see in this episode. I would love somebody to explain it to me. The end of season 3 had some weak moments, with some great episodes tucked away. After the incredible first half of the season, anything that came after was going to be a bit of a let down, but on the whole season 3 is really probably the most consistently strong season of all, which is why it gets the most votes for best season. Personally, its not my favorite, but it is definitely a great all-rounder.
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Xena: Warrior Princess The Bitter Suite (2) Avg Score: 9.27 Total Ratings: 82 Total Reviews: 7 |
From start to finish this is clearly a special episode. It has darker, sadder, more meaningful overtones than few others. We begin with our two heroines dealing with their grief and anger in completely different ways: Xena, ever the loner, seeks solace alone… in a remote and isolated location where she can express her grief privately. Despite how far she has come, Xena is still unable to deal with her feelings, she can't express them to others, nor can she accept them as a part of herself. It is interesting that in her time of greatest need, it is only Ares who is by her side. Even though he is still using her grief to manipulate her, this says volumes about how he really feels. Ares loves Xena unconditionally; he is drawn to her like a moth to a flame, and needs her presence in his life to be complete.
Gabrielle, in stark contrast, seeks comfort in the arms of others, of those she loves. It is logical that someone with such love and caring in their soul would return to the closest thing to a family that they have – Gabrielle returns to the Amazons, where she is supported by Joxer and Ephiny. And yet, she finds no comfort, no relief. All her feelings, bottled up inside and not expressed are eating away at her very soul. The appearance of Callisto is highly significant. She may be there to torment her, but in a very real sense she speaks only the truth: the truth that Xena really DID create both of them, that while much is Gabrielle's fault, Xena's hand is in every action.
We move onto the horrific and infamous 'Gabdrag'. I have to say that it still gives me chills watching it, even after several re-watches. There is something dark about Xena, like something is missing, and this is more frightening than her anger. As she is about to throw Gabrielle off the cliff, she screams "Vengeance!". Vengeance for who? For what? These are big questions. And next thing we know it, we are in Illusia.
There seems to me to be a lot of significance in the fact that Xena is awakened in Illusia by a kiss from her mortal enemy, a woman, Callisto. It makes you question where the lines of love and hate really do end… where do they blur? In a way, does Callisto really love Xena, for what she has done to her? Were they created to destroy each other, or to cherish the havoc the other wreaks?
The episode looks amazing. The sets are great, the lighting is perfect, and the special effects work well. I think the soundtrack is outstanding, considering that it is a tv special. The lyrics are meaningful and capture the moment brilliantly – much better than dialogue could. The songs manage to create a contrast between Xena's world of dark, and Gabrielle's world of light. But really, how much different are their worlds? I think the answer is, not a whole lot.
I could go on and on about every detail of this episode, but I will only touch on a few more major points. I think it is an interesting moment when, after Xena has killed Gabrielle, that it is Callisto who warns her to let go of her hatred, or be consumed by it. This is incredibly ironic coming from the woman who was actually destroyed by her own anger and twisted desire for revenge. I think it is a nice touch, and highly poignant, and says a lot about how far Callisto has come through the series as well. We tend to gloss over Callisto, yet she too is on a journey.
I thought the reenacting of Gabrielle's first kill in the crypt was very well done. I had little more problem with Xena back on the cross, because I don't feel like that was part "The Rift", and was not something that she was struggling to deal with at that point. More symbolic would have been Xena as she was imprisoned in Ming Tien's dungeon, with the board strapped to her shoulders, or alternatively, Xena strapped to the sacrificial table in Ming Tien's court. But that is a minor concern, and is still very well acted and performed. The beautiful duet between Gabrielle and Xena speaks volumes about the healing that has occurred.
The episode ends perfectly, with Xena's lie about killing Ming Tien exposed and forgiven, and Solan finally discovering that Xena was his mother. Xena's song asking for forgiveness also had a hint of Lao Ma in it:
"Forgive me, I'm sorry, believe me.
Stop hating, stop hurting forgive me.
Forgive those who harm you,
Do good for those who hate
Forgive if not forget, I know its not too late.
Forgive me and you'll discover too,
That the love of your love is you."
This, to me, was Lao Ma's message to Xena in her teachings, and is perfectly captured in a subtle way.
The return of the two women to the real world, through the waterfall in Illusia, and in the sea, was in a way a washing away of the past. Again, a highly symbolic moment.
It is important to remember, however, that these events will never go away. While all may be forgiven, the pain will always live on in each of them, and this forever changes the series.
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