The last blog I wrote only got 1 comment. I know it is long, but I need to know what ya'll think about it.

I am still very confused about Marcelo. I have been thinking about him all summer. I thought the time away would make it easier, but it has not.

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The night before I went on vacation (06-29) a had a dream. My cat woke me up at 5:00, and it started.

It was maybe the 5th day of school. The 3 best athletes quite football and were playing soccer. Nobody cared about football anymore and everybody now loved soccer. I stopped for a second to watch. The next thing I know, I am walking across the street with 6 other girls and a teacher. All of us girls are gay A girl and I are hitting it off. There were doughnuts piled up beside me on the sidewalk and I grabbed one and start to eat it. There was alcohol mixed it with the filling. I ate two and took one back with me. We were walking back to the school and the girl asked if I wanted to spend the night with her. I told her I could not, but maybe we should start with going to a movie. She said OK and went off. I turned around and started to walk and saw Marcleo. I said hey you want my doughnut there is alcohol in it and this is my third one. He said shore, even though I had already taken a bit out of it. I still liked him and it seemed that he liked me. I had to find that girl and tell her I was not gay I saw people leaving, so I was going to go home too. One of my teachers saw me and asked where I was going. I told her other people are going home, but she made me get in her clas. She started passing out the assignment. I looked around and I did not know anybody in the room. I told the teacher this was not my clasand she said your right, it is not. Go to your clas So I left, but I had absolutely no idea were I was going. I didn't were I was supposed to be or were anything was.

Then my alarm went off at 6:00, so I could get ready to leave. The only dream I have liked in a long time, and I don't get to finish it. The next night the dream did not continue. It still has not continued. I really want to know what happens.

I almost could not write this. It took an hour and a half, with breaks. The hole time I felt sick, and I cried twice. I wrote it down the morning it happened and I felt fine.I don't know why it was so hard this time.

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I was best friends with this girl(Shelbi) ages ago. Her best friend (K.K.) and I were frinds too. They are still best friends. We went to different schools. We went to the same daycair till 3rd grade. We did soccer together till 5th grade. We did dance together till 6th grade.

When I got a myspace last year we talked a little. Yesterday I posted a quiz and she filled it out. She added me on Facebook.

This year was our 1st year at the same school. We passed each other in the hall, but we never talked.

She likes being friends with me online, but not in person?

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True/False

Appearance:
I am shorter than 5'4": True, I am 5'1" and done growing
I have many scars: False, I only have one
I wish my hair was a different color: False, but I want red highlights
I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color: False
I've had/have braces: True, October will be 3 years
I wear glasses or contacts: False, I can see everything
I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger: False, it would be nice to hear
I have/had more than 5 piercings: False, one in each ear
I have/had piercings in places besides my ears: False, I never plan on it
I have freckles: False, not even one

School/Work:
I'm in school: True, I am going to the 10th grade
I have/had a job: False, I don't have any time
I've fallen asleep at work or school: True, only once and I was sick
I almost always do my homework: True, I do it in another clas
I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years: False, I only do enough to pass
I failed more than 1 course last year: False, I never fail anything
I've been fired: False, I never had a job

Embarrassment:
Disney movies still make me cry: True, I guess I have a big heart
I've laughed so hard I've cried: True, It was not even a joke, we were all being stupid
I've glued my hand to something: False, I try not to use glue, it is messy
I've laughed till beverage came out of my nose: False, I don't eat when someone is making a joke
I've had my pants rip/drop in public: False, their too lose to rip and too tight to fall
I was born with a disease/impairment: True, nobody out side my family knows
I've sat in a doctor's office with a friend: False, that would be weird
I've had a serious surgery: False, I don't do anything dangerous
I've had chicken pox: True, I was

Experiences:
I've gotten lost in my city: False, I made a wrong turn and could not get back were I was going
I've seen a shooting star: False, I look all the time
I've wished on a shooting star: False, I never seen one
I've gone out in public in my pajamas: False, that is tacky
I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator: False, it would take to long to get were I'm going
I've been to a casino: False, there is one in town but I've never been in
I've been skydiving: False, I don't do anything that could kill me
I've played spin the bottle: True, it was not real we gave hugs
I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour: False, I'm nota a big fan
I've been in a car crash: False, I am glad
I've been skiing: False, it would be fun to learn
I've caught a snowflake on my tongue: True, I love snow
I've sat on a roof top at night: False, what is there to see
I've played chicken: False, what a stupid game
I've played a prank on someone: True, took her phone
I've ridden in a taxi: False, there are none in this town
I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show: False, what is it
I've eaten Sushi: False, it sound nasty
I've been snowboarding: False, I want to learn

Random:
I own over 5 rap CDs: False, I don't like rap
I own multiple designer pants and shirts, costing over $100 a piece: False, nothing I own
cost over $50 and it was on sale
I own something from Hot Topic: True, 3 band shirtsI own something from The Gap: False, I don't like their clothes
I own something I got on e-bay: True, there is nice stuff
I own something from Abercrombie: True, only one thing
I can sing well: False, I don't even try to sing
I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant: False, who would do that
I open up to others easily: False, I have an abandonment issue
I watch the news: True, about once a week
I don't kill bugs: False, if there are where they should not be then I kill them
I curse regularly: True, not out loud
I sing in the shower: False, I don't have a radio in there
I am a morning person: True, I wake up early every day
I am a sports fanatic: False, I watch it sometimes
I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day: False, I don't use CD
My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue: True, it is red
I sometimes wear pajamas to school: False, we are not allowed to
I know how to boil water: True, I have to if I want to be a chef
I laugh at my own jokes: True, they are funny
I am really ticklish: True, I tell people that I'm not
I bite my nails: False, I use to
I play video games: True, the Sims is awesome
I'm good at remembering faces: True, have I seen you before
I'm good at remembering names: False, who are you
I'm good at remembering dates: True, I have a calendar
My answers are totally honest: True, why would I lie

Category: Fashion Beauty
I'm tan: False, I'm natural
I use proactiv: False, I tried it but it did not work
I wear make-up daily: True, only if I leave the house
I own chanel perfume: False, cost too much
I you shower daily: False, I skip a day sometimes
I go to the tanning bed: False, why pay when there is sun
I wear eyeliner: True, I can't go anywhere with out it on
I straighten my hair everyday: False, I love my curly hair

Category: Friends
I have more than one best friend: True, I have 3
I have too many friends to name: False, I would name them but I don't have enough time
I hang out with my friends everyday: False, I have not seen them since school was over
I have pictures of my friends on my walls: False, I don't have any pictures of my friends
I call more than 3 of my friends regularly: False, I don't call anyone
My best friend a girl: True, my second is a guy

Category: Fashion
I have originality: True, I don't like looking like other people
I own a designer handbag: False, what for
I wear leggings: False, I think they are hideous
I get fashion tips from magazines: False, I don't need tips
I shop at A&F and Hollister: False, I shop at Zumiez, PacSun and Buckle
I wear sweats a lot: False, I only own 2 pairs

Category: TV/ Movie
I am a movie freak: True, I love a good movie
I have you seen over 30 movies In the past 2 months: True, I saw 4 yesterday
I have a show that you MUST watch: True, The Bachelor, Desperate Housewives, Greek, Monk, and The Secret Life of the American Teenager
I have you seen an episode of Grey's Anatomy: True, my sister watches it all the time
My favorite movie Finding Nemo: False, Monster's Inc. was much better
I like scary movies: False, they are poorly written and have no plot
I watch 30+ hours of TV a week: True, my TV is always on
I own over 100 DVD's: False, there aren't that many good movies
I think law and order awesome: False, it is on way too much

Category: Music
I you like all types of music: True, Maroon5, Tim McGraw, Aerosmith and Regina Spektor, Beastie Boys
I hate rap: True, it is hard to understand what they are saying
I've been to a concert: True, Nickleback

Category: Family
I am an only child: False, one sister
I like my living arrangement: False, not at all
My grandparents spoil me: False, I would not appreciate it
I have a lot of cousins: True, 13
I love my family: True, I get a lot of benefits
I have a half/step brother(s)/sister(s): False, my parents are still married

Category: Appearance
I am tall: False, 5'1"
I wish I were tall: False, I love my height
My shoe size is 8: False, 6
I am comfortable with my appearance: True and False, there are somethings I would change
My eyes are blue: True, gray blue
My hair is brown: True, dirty blond
I am wearing jeans at the moment: False, shorts
I have been called pretty before: True, by a complete stranger

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Sunday- drove to Lubbock to pick up my sister, then went to Dallas Ate dinner at Carl's Jr., go to uncle's house, I drove the whole way

Monday- Aquarium, Ate at Crackle Barrel, Movies with uncle to see Wall-E (the theater serves food with the movie), there was a garden but it was being worked on

Tuesday- Zoo, my uncle made hamburgers

Wednesday- Six flag , went to motel, road it was on was under construction

Thursday- Galleria mall

Friday- Ripley's believe it or not, Wax Museum, drove to Waco to see my Grandma

Saturday- played dominoes

Sunday- church, drive back home

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