~sigh~ my life currently sucks.....yah so how are you all doing?. lol. sigh me and my bf keep dating on an off....we are currently together and now his ex is telling him lies about me to try and get us to break up. I think he believes me...I'm worried about what she is gonna say next and who he will believe next...i'm surprised he is still talking to her...she pretty much turned around to me and told me she was 100% using him. they both have me sending hate messages to each other for them..yet it seems like there best friends when they talk directly to each other....it's confusing.

dunno what to do anymore.

hah she told me she wanted to be best friends and get along wiht me.. yet behind my back she is telling my bf lies to try and get us to break up....atleast when i wanted them to break up i didn't lie to him to get him to break up with her.....me and my boyfriend don't both seem good together right now..haven't argued since the other day when she started telling him stuff......i'm sure he believes me.......sigh i wish she wouldn't act like we are best friends when she talks to me..just tell me what she really thinks about me....

it's just a matter of time till she comes out wiht another lie.

i wanted to be friends...i aint gonna argue wiht her again if that whats she wants......i'm gonna be mature this time...lol......yep so...i currently think love is stupid....~sighs~...also how is everyone?

heh..plz..i'd go looking for them around theblogsbut i'm too lazy....oh yeah and sorry for not being around the forums..i get on the comp and then i get kicked off again so i only have time to see mail and check blog comments...

Hey, all...I got my boyfriend back and this time for good...lol me, his now ex, and him got into an argument and he chose me in the end..yay! lol anyways sorry i haven't been on again in like a week or so been really really really busy...plus computers been slow on the site so thought I'd give it a few days..anyway back now.....oh yeah saw another blog about it so i thought I'd say it so- y'all add me on my space plz..i need friends...well i have friends but i want more..lol..anyway my URL is

myspace.com/elwynhalliwell

hope ya add me..if you don't i'll send ya to hell ....lol

hehe they have broken up..yaya i get my bf back..woot

hehe i couldn't be happier right now..yay! OK i suppose it wasn't fair on her but he wanted me more any way(don't ask me how i know you don't wanna know how i know) and she likes someone else more too..if you think about it it's better this way..she is free to go out with the person she likes more andhe can get back with me and i'm happy i'm back with him so everybody wins..YAY!!!!

hehe

EDIT: forget that he hasn't broken up wiht her..sigh i need a hug...oh well misa shall go on fighting..lol..anybody up for that hug??

OMG!! a friend(well she thinks she my friend) who is actually my exes new girlfriend..thinks her and my ex might have broke up..i so hope it's true...heheh..ok thats kinda cruel i know but i had him first...lol. damn he has left his myspace account so i can't ask him if it's true..aww man i so need to know..hehe my plan may have worked..not that i was planning on breaking them up...

EDIT: uh i'm so confuzzled..My ex is saying they have broken up and she is saying they haven't. I don't knwo whether to laugh or cry. tis very annoying. and neither of them are on to tell whats happening..damn i knew i should have stayed up later last night...oh well i'll find out later whats happening..although knowing my luck i'll end up choosing to cry and not laugh...

lets make bets i can 10£ on crying..what do y'all think..make you bets now

or ?

lol