Yup. That's the main reason I haven't been on. It's freshman year for me and i've been trying to get adjusted and stuff. I've been getting so much more homework than I'm used to getting so i've been working on that stuff a lot. And my art teacher a psycho. I swear she's out to get me or something. I absolutely love art and she's kinda ruining it. She's telling me things I already know since i took real classes since I was like 8, talks really slowly, asks us to finush something quickly but we never can cuz she doesn't shut up and yeah...My parents even think she's a weirdo. Anyway, i've also been having a problem with a friend...as usual. We kinda had a disagreement...a big one and stoppoed talking for a while, which kinda distracted me from some things. We kinda fixed it, but there's still something she's doing that's ticking me off, but i can't really do anything about it. Whatever. Ok, now I'm done rambling. I'm gonna try to be on more, but i probably won't be here as much as i used to. At least not for a few months.

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Hey everyone. Sorry I've been gone so long. Really busy with the whole end of the school year thing. I had to pick out classes for high school (freshman year...great . Gotta remember there is no pool), get yearbooks, do yearbook signings,do all this stufffor the big eighth grade dance and some stuff happened a lot at the end of the year that caused a lot of drama, which kept me away because i was too busy venting but you don't wanna hear about that. And then i had a lot of plans and stuff which kept me away for a while. But i'm back and can't wait to start talking to everyone again.

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Did you ever know someone that was so fake and lied so much, that you never know what they're lying or telling the truth about? If so, what do you do about it? I had a friend who used to love Hot Topic and punk stores and hated rap/hip-hop. Now all of a sudden, she's acting really preppy, buying clothes from Abercrombie, listening to rap and even giving away all of her Hot Topic stuff. She even said how she wanted to impress them and has been ditching me to hang out with them. Now don't get me wrong, i don't have a problem with some of the preps at my school. Some of them are very decent people, but i don't understand what's so great about them and why she'd want to impress them. and the other day she mentioned how she's always been preppy which is not true because i've just recently seen her wearing preppy clothes and having that preppy look. Now i really don't know what to do about her because i don't know which part of her was real: the punk girl or the preppy girl? How am i even gonna talk to her now because everything about her is changing? I won't be able to talk about things with her anymore because whatever comes out of her mouth could be a huge lie. Gah! It's so confusing.

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I upset one of my friends today. She always corrects everything i say and interrupts me when i talk. Normally i'm fine with it, but this was the last straw. I was talking to some friends about what happened in fifth grade on the bus. We waved to a lady that was behind us and she waved back. then we did a peace sign and it was just hilarious. when we turned and and she didn't, she stuck her hand through the sun roof and waved. but when i was telling the story i accidentally said moon roof. when i said that, one of my friends said, "Don't you mean sun roof?" I just said, "Sun roof, moon roof. same diff." We all laughed. I was about to say something else,  when the friend i'm mad at said, "there actually is a difference." I said, "whatever." because i thought that whole 'i accidentally said the wrong thing' stuff was over. then she kept going back to that. finally i said "SHUT UP! i made a mistake ok? i get it. so lay off!" Then she said, "it's not my fault you're stupid and need correcting." i said, "You don't always have to correct me b****" Then she smirked and said, "Yeah i do. so either deal with it, or stop being my friend." So i yelled, "Fine. I guess i'm not your friend anymore." later tonight i was online and she IMed me. She put how i shouldn't have gotten pissed at her. I explained how i held my tongue for so long and i just couldn't take it anymore so i snapped. that's the way i am and she can't change that. then she wrote, 'maybe if you changed, you'd actually get a boyfriend and the guy you like would actually like you.' i signed off and hopped into the shower and started crying. that really crossed the line. i cried for a while and it takes a lot to make me cry. normally i can keep the tears from falling, but it was too hard this time. and she knows how much i really like this guy. I don't understand why she had to say that.

I'm gonna cry again ='(

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He was never gonna pull the prank on me. I was talking to him in homeroom a few days ago and said, "I heard about your little prank." He looked at me like i was crazy and said, "What are you talking about." We went out in the hallway and I said, "The one where you were going to ask me out and when i said yes, you'd say April Fool's." He said, "I never said i was gonna do that to you. It was just an idea for a prank. I wasn't actually going to do it. Who told you i was?" I told him the 2 people and then he said, "Don't listen to them. I think they're just mad at me since they think i consider them my back-up friends." I was so confused since some people said he'd do it and others said he wouldn't. so i said, "ok." then went to go back into homeroom. he said my name, so i turned around. Then he said, "I'd never do that to you." awe.

Now i have to kill the 2 people that lied to me.

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